the North zone competitions are 2moro,not having a good relationship wif my teammays,well not all.only two.i felt like crying again.but it became dry.i changed,back to my oldself,am so not gonna laugh or smile again,it sucks doing those things.i feel so stress out and angry nowadays.am now talking to joey Oh abt smthing,what should my reply to her be...can we all just be the same???why dont i get to play in the competition along wif 2 other ppl just to do a test??i ain't going anywhere even after 1 year,still the same...tonight's prayer,can u let me improve??i dont wanna stay stagnant.i wanna improve,i kept twlling myself that but the same results are shown everyday.i am confused,one of my classmate keeps mentioning my late cats' name,managed to give a fake smile.:)
Can i still stay happy??i cry not over pain,but over sadness.

the North zone competitions are 2moro,not having a good relationship wif my teammays,well not all.only two.i felt like crying again.but it became dry.i changed,back to my oldself,am so not gonna laugh or smile again,it sucks doing those things.i feel so stress out and angry nowadays.am now talking to joey Oh abt smthing,what should my reply to her be...can we all just be the same???why dont i get to play in the competition along wif 2 other ppl just to do a test??i ain't going anywhere even after 1 year,still the same...tonight's prayer,can u let me improve??i dont wanna stay stagnant.i wanna improve,i kept twlling myself that but the same results are shown everyday.i am confused,one of my classmate keeps mentioning my late cats' name,managed to give a fake smile.:)
Can i still stay happy??i cry not over pain,but over sadness.