got over the death of Summer i guess,but everytime i see my neighbour,i still feel angry,that hatred.got a new cat,called Abel.it looks like a recarnation of it.volleyball trainings are the best times of my life,though it is tough,the periods re long and tiring.i seem to forget all my troubles when training,my teammates there are all so cool!!but they just looked a little sad,so i always laugh and smile to cheer them up(i thot..)but it doesn't seem to be working.a year ago,i read this book on how to cheer the sad up,and i saw one method which everyone could try,it said that by laughing,u make the others around u wanna laugh oso.but....my teammates still look the same,trying hard but giving it up soon...haya,Germaine keeps following me and seriously,she always talks about things im not interested in...well,maybe its fate that we like,aren't meant to be fwens..so wad should i do?

got over the death of Summer i guess,but everytime i see my neighbour,i still feel angry,that hatred.got a new cat,called Abel.it looks like a recarnation of it.volleyball trainings are the best times of my life,though it is tough,the periods re long and tiring.i seem to forget all my troubles when training,my teammates there are all so cool!!but they just looked a little sad,so i always laugh and smile to cheer them up(i thot..)but it doesn't seem to be working.a year ago,i read this book on how to cheer the sad up,and i saw one method which everyone could try,it said that by laughing,u make the others around u wanna laugh oso.but....my teammates still look the same,trying hard but giving it up soon...haya,Germaine keeps following me and seriously,she always talks about things im not interested in...well,maybe its fate that we like,aren't meant to be fwens..so wad should i do?