today,church service was great.except for the fact that i sort of quarrelled wif my mom,kept quiet when my sister talked abt me working hard for next year to get into express.nowadays i cant find a reason to smile,its like i've lost it.yet i dont even noe the reason why im so sad and heart broken,is it because i lost my handphone and $50 sing during the Taiwan trip..i feel so irresponsible whenever my mom says i needa get punished for being careless and cant have a new phone yet..or am i sad because of smthing else.i keep thinking of the past,my heart aches and now i have became more fearful of things..why..(message to Lord)i dunno wad to do now...people tell me different things.wad should i really do lord.please help..
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