wah1!today's singapore weather wanna toast us like bread sia!lol,smthing's wrong wif my teammate Stephanie today..i went to our teammy's canteen table and sat there wif her,showing her my bad hair lahs,eheh.lol.den i wasn't wearing spectacles and thot she didn't wear her hair extension as she bunned it up when it reached her real hair.lol,den i ask her
ME-hellos,you not wearing your wig ahs?
Steph-ITS NOT A WIIG!!!''BLINKS''
ME-lol..umm,extented..extented hair.
SHE-its not a wig!!

so i like ignored her lol,ahhahrs,so annoying lehs!early in the morning must get so frustrated?den in front o fwens act so happy,lol.makybe she really happy-smtimes duno wad she thinking sia..btw,after skool,i changed for VB training,wore my knee-pads and sports shoes..
helped shift some of the VB thingys into the new Sports Hall that has finnaly,officially been passed over to my skool today!!actually not the whole building lahs.lol,while everyone was at lvl 1 pcking up the things in the HUGE storeroom,i sneaked up upstairs to lvl 2-finding the toilet:)being a kaypo.lol,den i saw this Indian construction worker at lvl two oso,staring at me fiercely..

WALAO SIA!!why is almsot evryone so pissed off wif me or wadeva thing they are at,and vent their anger at me?lol..ahahhrs,i think playing the laptop is very gud!!

anyway,learnt a new word today called -UBER-it means very,really,extremely,fully.

hey!?ahahahrs,today,skool was fun,huimin suddenly go and find fault wif our maths teacher-mdm herlina-and walked out of the class,went to the toilet and saw her,den i go accompany her for like more den ten mins lol:)i lvoe VB alot now!hhars,only when my receiving skills are gud:)smthing wrong me my body,eheheh.kaes.so after skool,mum fetched me home,lazy sia!den i waited at canteen,saw Jobeth and Joey,helped jobeth drink her ice milo packet cos she full.,llol:)anyway,i couldn't finish it as well!

that was really strange..maybe it was the ice..ahhars.joey yesterday sms me whether can go to yio Chu kang stadium gym wif her andd sophia:)at first say no,cos thot go maths tuition today at 4.30p.m.den this morning at 6.38a.m when i walking down the estate slope i live in,smsing Truman,receive message from the teacher that he sick and wanna postpone..okays lol:)

so after skool.,when my mom fetched me,i asked her abt the gym thing and she said yes!ahahrs:)so then i rushed while eating,but i didn't rush when staring at the mirror thinking about whether i should tie my hair or not..ahhrs,lol.in the end,met up wif joey,Sophia and Germaine.but germaine go pangseh we three and went home..lol.we walked from Yiochukang Gym,go toilet change and have fun in it,go to outside the gym again,look for quite long and den decided to go to the market community club,see if the gym down there available,in the end needa pay for membership...so sad,den so we went back to skolo and played VB all the wayy:):):):)eheh.back home now,just ended chinese tuition,tired,byebye!!:)

learnt how to cook a spaggetti today during home econs:)!hahars,Lijun was my partner:)so strict sia:)
SHE:no mistakes!
ME:ok:)
lol.kaes,hand really hurt after my skin got eaten by the water the soap used to wash the untensils..really itchy and painful!i hate it!i cnnt even relax aafter a gud bath as i have painful fingers and skin peeling off....kaes,damn tired now:)my hair is really long already...but i guess i wont tie it up in skool yet,only will tie it at home and when i ever get caught by a strict teacher:)
love working wif you Lijun:)

i hate you.i hate training.all i do is serve the ball. i just wished that i had worked harder in the past and not improve now..i rmb that Huimin once told me that i was like the top 10 in our team.if only i had continued to keep that position..i really wanna go back into the past where we had real energy draining training!i hate it here rite now!i felt more afraid when the boys' brigade came upstairs to lvl 2 outside the hall and wached us train.i really was afraid that they might see me and look down on me!none of the coaches care,they need us,so they jsut kick a few of us out to go help pick balls,serve balls and give balls to the coaches!i miss training alot!this isn't training,this won't help us ever improve!why do i still waste my time there.i need the points,but i find it so meaningless to do smthing i dont even like!i just want everything to go back to the same.that i wont get bored and leave training without any reason,just because i didn't wanna pick balls.i hate this!i cannot really face my teammates now,acting crazy and really hyper is a fake!im really sad,i hate doing crazy things actually..i just want to distract myself and nto make an upset face.
gudbye.

lol,hellos!:)nvr go training today!!:)hhars,nvr eat lunch again as no money..gosh.nvm at least cna lose weight,but i hope my ''breast''still will grow proeprly:)so small!!ahahrs,jkjk.kaes,gtg now,eat my CHEESY SAUSAGE WIF JAPANESE CHICKEN!!hungry!!!later update:0
back!full:);p;anyway,today i skipped training:)changed and did everything den when home....tell you why:)


went to canteen to find Huimin and Jingyi,saaw ray down there wif them.i dont like Ray:)so i went to a different table,to denise and celine's table.talked to them,more of my girl classmates joined in.
was gossiping about Germaine Lee:0glad that all of the girls in my class dislike her except for two:)celine and sarah:)okays,came back home soaked up?!stupid rain...lol,Abel kept bringing the babies out to my neighbour's house draain.stopp her!hahars.changed the box to a bigger cage:)they are now slping quietly after Abel fed them wif her milk:)lol!the babies teeth are emerging from their gum,doesn't it hurt badly for Abel to have little poky thingys nibbling and biting your nipples!hahahs.damn funny.

to :ashley Neo.
-hi ashley,wads ur problem.you're one of the causes that almsot made me cry today.i was really stressed,when Germaine saw the whole group of us gossiping,why did u have to be such a busybody?and listen to her!like gosh,u noe i wouldn't want to see her face,i just want to ignore her.yet u made us get into a quarrel:)glad i won,i really felt like punching and slapping her just now,but she being a girl and my ex-fwen,i cant!cried again today for being so angry,and then i took my baag from the hall and left.okays so now im home playing the computer,thats all for today!bye!!:)

today was so funny!!Hanxue,the girl who sat beside me in class was damn funny!!hahres,unlike me,know my position,she not scared lol.talk to teacher oso like talking to fwen.kinda rude lahs.lol,went to AMK Hub to go wach Despicable ME,the timing was and 6.30pm!!sold out,haahrs.den i rushed to Junction 8 and quickly cchiong upstairs!saw the tv screen which says that Despicable Me-non-3D,was at 2.35pm,den my HP clock shows 2.45pm already lol!!queue so long,make me gan chiong..ahahrs,got the ticket and wached the movie alone.boring..hahars.after movie,saw my VB senior-Adeline-and waved to her,den talked to her,but dont really understand wad she saying:)anyway,came back to Yio Chu Kang and saw Ashley wif that person whom i dunno:)lol,laugh laugh laugh.stupid lol!anyway,she let down her hair,probably trying to show off how long it is.stupid lahs!!hahars,Sophia couldn't wach the despicable me wif me...she DESPICABLE!JK!:)lol,made a Teammates card for my teeammys today,dunno why.but i lvoe my drawing!!will take picture of the card 2moro and post it here:)byes!!

lol,finally got a new skool bag today:)thats all byes!:)

can u see wad im thinking?:)









frreaking tired now,anyway just to tell you about the things i did today.
1-wake up
2-leave house to go dentist.
3-listened to wad the dentist said
4-followed her instructions and went to a X-ray clinic to check my teeth.
5-went home for lunch
6-felt full
7-played computer
8-left for cell
9-left cell
10-ate dinner
11-told my campfwen loads of rubbish:)
12-am playing computer now.
13-i plan to bath.
14-will be on my bed reading Bible
15-will be on my bed playing pillow boaster.
16-will be dreaming about wad i've done today:)

hair mess due to stress:)

i was in the car,nice picture!:)except for my mouth,ahhrs.


reflection is bluur..


hey ppl!!getting bitten by mosquitoes!okays,today,i really could not face Germaine lee,and wad the fuck is her problem,i seriously wanted to fight,slap punch her up!but she better be glad i didn't even try picking a fight wif her!gosh,i tried cos i was too angry,anyone else experienced this?at the museum,XinQing was my partner,ahahrs.we both had difficulties trying to put both of the earpieces into our left and rite ear!kept dropping out sia!in the end i go separated from her,and ventured on my own:)haahrs,rain rain rain!so cold..lol,at 4.31p.m i was still kinda lost inside the museum and thot where were my classmates?!all i see were other skool ppl,the security guards and 2endurance class,so i continued walking,saw smthing interesting and took out my phone to take a picture of it,saw that my phoen had so MANY MISSED CALLS!!ahahrs,quickly call my class rep and she told me that everyone was already outside the museum waiting for the bus..wa!i chiong all the way lol,den almost went out of the door without returning the machinery and earpiece,hahars.scary sia.glad i made it home!

Dear God,i dont think i've gotten over him yet,i thot i was and really concentrated doing other things,but when i saw Her wif Him,smhow my heart just felt so painful like i was missing smthing,i told myself that i just missed the laptop but i simply could not get the image of both of them tgt out of my head!Lord,i pray that u will give me the senility to forget all the things i really want to,everybody say!amen!:)

i think that is jingyi!!:)

took this picture wif Sophia,Huimin and jingyi beside me outside skool hall at the locker:)
jingyi!!happy birthday!!hope u like your present.i wrote a special message on everyone single piece of paper and folded them into paper stars,wif the help of Sophia!!:)okays,skool today was so amazing till like the end.later then i type out the bad stuff.okays,Sophia finally came training in like such a long time...Despicable me,i so plan to wach it:)damn it sophia!u pang seih me and went to wach it first...ahahrs nvm
okays, dear God.i noe that u are up there waching.u are up there waching me type this message.i pray Lord,that u will open up the eyes of ppl who are being fooled,let them wake up lord!@amen:)

Dear Germaine Lee Wen,congratulations on ruining my day which i wanted to be perfect.u are so freaking bitchy@!like wad the hell is ur problem sia!shifting the blame to me!!!and u still can go around laughing wif that ashley,imagining nothing has happened,leaving ppl to question me!i thot that we were gonna be long-term fwens,as we always patched it back after our many quarrels and differences.but after today,i dont ever think i can forgive you.im feeling real sad now,u've hurt me alot and im not gonna cry.i dont know why u did that to me,but is it because i did smthing i didn't realised that hurt you?i dont need u to tell me the answer,for i just wanna avoid you now.you were my only fwen in this class,u told Ashley that i liked him and all those and that im trying to get in-between you two!?pls...lahs!im so over him,unless you hvnt updated your information,im telling you some of the new things.once again,congrats on achieving to fcking ruin my day:)

had fun in skool today,am now im having fun waching dispicable,discriminating vids of everything,ahahha.:funny ads lahs:)okays,so i cried in skool today after being trumatised by Marcus Gu who scared me by pretending to be throwing the ball at me,huimin was so fierce.okays,so Gabrielle-my junior-did a spike and becos i didn't concentrate,i got hit in the face by it,im really affraid of spiked balls now,but am doing my best to overcome the fear:)

Thank you Lord for allowing me to sleep well alone last nite:)Amen.
i love my sister's blgo cos the way she writes her posts is damn freaking cool!!interesting to read lol,more interesting than mine,but dunno why so little comments on her taggboard.


IN MY MIND.
Dear Germaine,i want you to know about how gullible you are.i meant,stop listening to him all the time,dont boast about you having sooo much money and telling me everyday about ur stupid affairs of love.i meant,THAT ain't even love okays.the guy makes u laugh,he makes you happy,there is not a time when u can nvr laugh when he tries to cheer you up during ur saddest moment,THATS not love!and please,stop being so bitchy and all those!all i asked for was for u to just follow me to the popular bkshop to get Jingyi a birthday present after skool!u asked that guy,he already told u to go,stop being so crazy!!why did u still have to follow him,its not like u dont have any other fwen in this freaking skool?!u dont have to lvoe a guy until like that okays,that u can go all ard skool following him and laughed about him disturbing me when i was wif my teammys!do u noe how frustrated i am.i really wished u have ur own mind!ur parents dont even noe wad you're actually doing!why must u be so simple minded?!can u please WAKE UP?!!! regards,Sharlene:)hope you dont read this.

HOT HOT HOT!today is a hot and windy day,lol.too bad the wind cant cool us down.oh freak!Science TEacher was so kind to us today,no lesson on how to be a fast writer was on today!!all he asked us to do was just to copy one slide:)better den 7-10..ahahrs,Sophia is Sick,im SICK!the flu bug is on sia!lol,learnt abt wad HIV-Human Immune Virus-could do to us if we have it,and i am not gonna have sexual intercourse underage sia!!!@!@!!@!@!:)lol,am having my hair tied up now,bloody hot lahs!Abel has carried her babies away again,wads her effing problem!??!okays,it just poured heavily from like 3-07p.m to 3.10p.m..so short,damn it sia!i really hate it that im afraid of VB balls being spiked at me...okays,smtimes the phobia isn't there cos the person spiking the ball to me probably always spikes without using much strength...okays,am back!just went to my neighbour's house to help rescue the babies from the rain in the drain:)gtg.



if i keep praying for it to snow in S-pore,nothing would rite?hahahrs.
shit!there's smthing wrong wif uploading the pictures,so read from bottom to top,thks:)

im reporting sick..ahahrs,dunno wad it means but yeah.okays,my throat is frreaking bad!!i dont even noe if i can make it to skool 2moro.and to tell u smthing,i act differently in Church,on the computer and in skool..hahars.so its not two personalities but three.okays,today Abel's babies are 18 days old!so fast lol.Abel has been moving house at nite,but in the day,she always brings the babies back,like wad the hell is her problem mans..i found her hiding place,its in my neighbour's house drain!!lol.i've finished all of poptropica islands and im efing bored now. so many things have happened the past few days,as usual,i've taken loads of pictures!!:)

yesterday i was falling sick,today i fell sick.didn't go for training and slept the whole day till 3.30p.m cos my mom woke me up to go for cell.okays!im lying!i woke up at 10 plus,and found out that abel had brought the babies to another hiding place,rained heavily and she took shelter at home!where the hell are the babies!!gosh lol,rain stopped and she brought them back,seriously irresponsible.okays,shall stay out of her affairs.Cell was so freaking fun!!i am kinda shy there,but definitely not shy in skool!!

reached there,wanted to open the door,opened abit and saw the cell ppl there.quickly let go,took a deep breath and opened the door,and went inside.one of the other cell leader-Jill,the P.A.P oso known as the M.O.E's daughter was like hey sharlene!!!cell just ended why are you so late?!haahrs,i really wanted to laugh but only smiled due to my shyness..okays,7pm came and mummy came to fetch me,time for me to go play the computer!byebye:)am very impatient these days so will uplaod the pictures 2moro:)

gosh...my fwen whom i've been chatting for quite some time said hi to me at the MRT station!!i just gave that fucked-typed face and totally ignore him and went back to sms sophia!haahrds,he jsut told me that he was so sad...sorry ah darren,hahars,i thot that it was all joyce's doing,lol.end of day Assembly,we learnt abt Cyber wellness,damn funny lol the vids~!!gosh,getting mosquito bites now,and gtg dinner!!!!

hey ppl,im so tired!training was really great:)nvr had such energy draining exercise for a long time....too much computer is bad:)eheh,lol.okays,last part i was so into DaFang and gosh,kept pressurrizziing amanda lim to continue play on wif me,ahahrs,despite the fact that she and i were really tired,we continued.after rest,got obessed wif it again and started whining and persuading amandalim to play more:)haahrs,got cuts on my fingers and yup im happy today that during VB training,i was able to overcome my fear of the ball and not cloe my eyes or run away when the ball was heading towards me:)

god i want to thank you for making my day so carefree.
i admire amanda lim and really wished to be just mroe like her,the type of person who would go ''wads that??'' when being asked if she had any problems,happy go lucky!!!gtg,waching Drop Dead diva now,heeh.

gosh karate kid 2010 is freaking awesome!!!:)haahrs,today morning,received an sms from sophia saying that she could not go for VB ''training'',hmp,training!!?training!?!!wad a joke,just practice lol..haahrs,so skipped training along wif her.felt so guilty at first during skool time!!!afraid that teammys hate us,afraid that Mr chew and our coaches dislike us more,well who cares rite:)ahahrs,went to AMK Hub,her mom called saying that sophia suddenly got dental appment today at 3.30p.m!!gosh,we quickly went to the Cinema lvl and saw that there was only one karate kid showing today at 3.20pm..so we bought newspaper from Cheers and quickly check:)and Gosh we were like placing our bags on the floor squatting down to open the newspaper and check movie timings on the floor!!stupid lady tell us cnnt like that,like gosh,floor oso cnnt mehs!wad the hell.then ppl step step step can,we put newspaper only oso cnnt ahs..haya,anyway,didn't donate to any beggars during the walkways in MRT:)ahahrs:)in the end,only Lido at Orchard had the perfect timing for us! thank god!!after sophia's app,we took a taxi and rushed all the way there,hahars.smuggled Macdonald's inside:)lol.bag so hot sia.and the place was kinda old..anyway,nvm:)kaes,saw some of my teammys on the way home:)gud thing they didn't see me,saw Germaine ong alone and went to say bye:)kaes,end!

OHMY GOODNESS!!!!!! stupid tuition teacher kept talking thru out the whole maths tuition@!!@!@! better discuss wif mummy to change back to the old one.
and fluffyy,thank god u're so smart to run away from ur home,that hellhole! but how stupid u were to runaway several times and still go to that hell hole for freaking 5 yrs:)
Abel's babies have opened their eyes!they are blue in colour!!so awesome!
me dancing in church yesterday for Youth Day was so scary!i was so nervous thinking about whether ppl were waching me or not!that made me not dance well in the end...
ahahrs, who cares:)at least God wont judge me:)okays cnnt wait for chinese tuition later!!hvnt learnt my ting Xie,so gtg:)

no rain hot,got rain cold.haya,feet so cold now!lol,its been raining for the past 2 days recently,roads are getting jammed,especially the PIE and highway.lol.its the weekend,i didn't og skool on thursday due to swollen eylids of constant crying,ahhars.don want tell why cry:)mom's out playing Mahjong lol.loads of things had happened these few days!i didn't go for training today as well cos got dance practice for whole day!!!2moro's the time to dance for God in a crowd of people:)
was Youcaming wif Sky just now,ahhars. today the kittens are 10 days old!!! number one has opened its right eye:)im so happy!!

wah1!today's singapore weather wanna toast us like bread sia!lol,smthing's wrong wif my teammate Stephanie today..i went to our teammy's canteen table and sat there wif her,showing her my bad hair lahs,eheh.lol.den i wasn't wearing spectacles and thot she didn't wear her hair extension as she bunned it up when it reached her real hair.lol,den i ask her
ME-hellos,you not wearing your wig ahs?
Steph-ITS NOT A WIIG!!!''BLINKS''
ME-lol..umm,extented..extented hair.
SHE-its not a wig!!

so i like ignored her lol,ahhahrs,so annoying lehs!early in the morning must get so frustrated?den in front o fwens act so happy,lol.makybe she really happy-smtimes duno wad she thinking sia..btw,after skool,i changed for VB training,wore my knee-pads and sports shoes..
helped shift some of the VB thingys into the new Sports Hall that has finnaly,officially been passed over to my skool today!!actually not the whole building lahs.lol,while everyone was at lvl 1 pcking up the things in the HUGE storeroom,i sneaked up upstairs to lvl 2-finding the toilet:)being a kaypo.lol,den i saw this Indian construction worker at lvl two oso,staring at me fiercely..

WALAO SIA!!why is almsot evryone so pissed off wif me or wadeva thing they are at,and vent their anger at me?lol..ahahhrs,i think playing the laptop is very gud!!

anyway,learnt a new word today called -UBER-it means very,really,extremely,fully.

hey!?ahahahrs,today,skool was fun,huimin suddenly go and find fault wif our maths teacher-mdm herlina-and walked out of the class,went to the toilet and saw her,den i go accompany her for like more den ten mins lol:)i lvoe VB alot now!hhars,only when my receiving skills are gud:)smthing wrong me my body,eheheh.kaes.so after skool,mum fetched me home,lazy sia!den i waited at canteen,saw Jobeth and Joey,helped jobeth drink her ice milo packet cos she full.,llol:)anyway,i couldn't finish it as well!

that was really strange..maybe it was the ice..ahhars.joey yesterday sms me whether can go to yio Chu kang stadium gym wif her andd sophia:)at first say no,cos thot go maths tuition today at 4.30p.m.den this morning at 6.38a.m when i walking down the estate slope i live in,smsing Truman,receive message from the teacher that he sick and wanna postpone..okays lol:)

so after skool.,when my mom fetched me,i asked her abt the gym thing and she said yes!ahahrs:)so then i rushed while eating,but i didn't rush when staring at the mirror thinking about whether i should tie my hair or not..ahhrs,lol.in the end,met up wif joey,Sophia and Germaine.but germaine go pangseh we three and went home..lol.we walked from Yiochukang Gym,go toilet change and have fun in it,go to outside the gym again,look for quite long and den decided to go to the market community club,see if the gym down there available,in the end needa pay for membership...so sad,den so we went back to skolo and played VB all the wayy:):):):)eheh.back home now,just ended chinese tuition,tired,byebye!!:)

learnt how to cook a spaggetti today during home econs:)!hahars,Lijun was my partner:)so strict sia:)
SHE:no mistakes!
ME:ok:)
lol.kaes,hand really hurt after my skin got eaten by the water the soap used to wash the untensils..really itchy and painful!i hate it!i cnnt even relax aafter a gud bath as i have painful fingers and skin peeling off....kaes,damn tired now:)my hair is really long already...but i guess i wont tie it up in skool yet,only will tie it at home and when i ever get caught by a strict teacher:)
love working wif you Lijun:)

i hate you.i hate training.all i do is serve the ball. i just wished that i had worked harder in the past and not improve now..i rmb that Huimin once told me that i was like the top 10 in our team.if only i had continued to keep that position..i really wanna go back into the past where we had real energy draining training!i hate it here rite now!i felt more afraid when the boys' brigade came upstairs to lvl 2 outside the hall and wached us train.i really was afraid that they might see me and look down on me!none of the coaches care,they need us,so they jsut kick a few of us out to go help pick balls,serve balls and give balls to the coaches!i miss training alot!this isn't training,this won't help us ever improve!why do i still waste my time there.i need the points,but i find it so meaningless to do smthing i dont even like!i just want everything to go back to the same.that i wont get bored and leave training without any reason,just because i didn't wanna pick balls.i hate this!i cannot really face my teammates now,acting crazy and really hyper is a fake!im really sad,i hate doing crazy things actually..i just want to distract myself and nto make an upset face.
gudbye.

lol,hellos!:)nvr go training today!!:)hhars,nvr eat lunch again as no money..gosh.nvm at least cna lose weight,but i hope my ''breast''still will grow proeprly:)so small!!ahahrs,jkjk.kaes,gtg now,eat my CHEESY SAUSAGE WIF JAPANESE CHICKEN!!hungry!!!later update:0
back!full:);p;anyway,today i skipped training:)changed and did everything den when home....tell you why:)


went to canteen to find Huimin and Jingyi,saaw ray down there wif them.i dont like Ray:)so i went to a different table,to denise and celine's table.talked to them,more of my girl classmates joined in.
was gossiping about Germaine Lee:0glad that all of the girls in my class dislike her except for two:)celine and sarah:)okays,came back home soaked up?!stupid rain...lol,Abel kept bringing the babies out to my neighbour's house draain.stopp her!hahars.changed the box to a bigger cage:)they are now slping quietly after Abel fed them wif her milk:)lol!the babies teeth are emerging from their gum,doesn't it hurt badly for Abel to have little poky thingys nibbling and biting your nipples!hahahs.damn funny.

to :ashley Neo.
-hi ashley,wads ur problem.you're one of the causes that almsot made me cry today.i was really stressed,when Germaine saw the whole group of us gossiping,why did u have to be such a busybody?and listen to her!like gosh,u noe i wouldn't want to see her face,i just want to ignore her.yet u made us get into a quarrel:)glad i won,i really felt like punching and slapping her just now,but she being a girl and my ex-fwen,i cant!cried again today for being so angry,and then i took my baag from the hall and left.okays so now im home playing the computer,thats all for today!bye!!:)

today was so funny!!Hanxue,the girl who sat beside me in class was damn funny!!hahres,unlike me,know my position,she not scared lol.talk to teacher oso like talking to fwen.kinda rude lahs.lol,went to AMK Hub to go wach Despicable ME,the timing was and 6.30pm!!sold out,haahrs.den i rushed to Junction 8 and quickly cchiong upstairs!saw the tv screen which says that Despicable Me-non-3D,was at 2.35pm,den my HP clock shows 2.45pm already lol!!queue so long,make me gan chiong..ahahrs,got the ticket and wached the movie alone.boring..hahars.after movie,saw my VB senior-Adeline-and waved to her,den talked to her,but dont really understand wad she saying:)anyway,came back to Yio Chu Kang and saw Ashley wif that person whom i dunno:)lol,laugh laugh laugh.stupid lol!anyway,she let down her hair,probably trying to show off how long it is.stupid lahs!!hahars,Sophia couldn't wach the despicable me wif me...she DESPICABLE!JK!:)lol,made a Teammates card for my teeammys today,dunno why.but i lvoe my drawing!!will take picture of the card 2moro and post it here:)byes!!

lol,finally got a new skool bag today:)thats all byes!:)

can u see wad im thinking?:)









frreaking tired now,anyway just to tell you about the things i did today.
1-wake up
2-leave house to go dentist.
3-listened to wad the dentist said
4-followed her instructions and went to a X-ray clinic to check my teeth.
5-went home for lunch
6-felt full
7-played computer
8-left for cell
9-left cell
10-ate dinner
11-told my campfwen loads of rubbish:)
12-am playing computer now.
13-i plan to bath.
14-will be on my bed reading Bible
15-will be on my bed playing pillow boaster.
16-will be dreaming about wad i've done today:)

hair mess due to stress:)

i was in the car,nice picture!:)except for my mouth,ahhrs.


reflection is bluur..


hey ppl!!getting bitten by mosquitoes!okays,today,i really could not face Germaine lee,and wad the fuck is her problem,i seriously wanted to fight,slap punch her up!but she better be glad i didn't even try picking a fight wif her!gosh,i tried cos i was too angry,anyone else experienced this?at the museum,XinQing was my partner,ahahrs.we both had difficulties trying to put both of the earpieces into our left and rite ear!kept dropping out sia!in the end i go separated from her,and ventured on my own:)haahrs,rain rain rain!so cold..lol,at 4.31p.m i was still kinda lost inside the museum and thot where were my classmates?!all i see were other skool ppl,the security guards and 2endurance class,so i continued walking,saw smthing interesting and took out my phone to take a picture of it,saw that my phoen had so MANY MISSED CALLS!!ahahrs,quickly call my class rep and she told me that everyone was already outside the museum waiting for the bus..wa!i chiong all the way lol,den almost went out of the door without returning the machinery and earpiece,hahars.scary sia.glad i made it home!

Dear God,i dont think i've gotten over him yet,i thot i was and really concentrated doing other things,but when i saw Her wif Him,smhow my heart just felt so painful like i was missing smthing,i told myself that i just missed the laptop but i simply could not get the image of both of them tgt out of my head!Lord,i pray that u will give me the senility to forget all the things i really want to,everybody say!amen!:)

i think that is jingyi!!:)

took this picture wif Sophia,Huimin and jingyi beside me outside skool hall at the locker:)
jingyi!!happy birthday!!hope u like your present.i wrote a special message on everyone single piece of paper and folded them into paper stars,wif the help of Sophia!!:)okays,skool today was so amazing till like the end.later then i type out the bad stuff.okays,Sophia finally came training in like such a long time...Despicable me,i so plan to wach it:)damn it sophia!u pang seih me and went to wach it first...ahahrs nvm
okays, dear God.i noe that u are up there waching.u are up there waching me type this message.i pray Lord,that u will open up the eyes of ppl who are being fooled,let them wake up lord!@amen:)

Dear Germaine Lee Wen,congratulations on ruining my day which i wanted to be perfect.u are so freaking bitchy@!like wad the hell is ur problem sia!shifting the blame to me!!!and u still can go around laughing wif that ashley,imagining nothing has happened,leaving ppl to question me!i thot that we were gonna be long-term fwens,as we always patched it back after our many quarrels and differences.but after today,i dont ever think i can forgive you.im feeling real sad now,u've hurt me alot and im not gonna cry.i dont know why u did that to me,but is it because i did smthing i didn't realised that hurt you?i dont need u to tell me the answer,for i just wanna avoid you now.you were my only fwen in this class,u told Ashley that i liked him and all those and that im trying to get in-between you two!?pls...lahs!im so over him,unless you hvnt updated your information,im telling you some of the new things.once again,congrats on achieving to fcking ruin my day:)

had fun in skool today,am now im having fun waching dispicable,discriminating vids of everything,ahahha.:funny ads lahs:)okays,so i cried in skool today after being trumatised by Marcus Gu who scared me by pretending to be throwing the ball at me,huimin was so fierce.okays,so Gabrielle-my junior-did a spike and becos i didn't concentrate,i got hit in the face by it,im really affraid of spiked balls now,but am doing my best to overcome the fear:)

Thank you Lord for allowing me to sleep well alone last nite:)Amen.
i love my sister's blgo cos the way she writes her posts is damn freaking cool!!interesting to read lol,more interesting than mine,but dunno why so little comments on her taggboard.


IN MY MIND.
Dear Germaine,i want you to know about how gullible you are.i meant,stop listening to him all the time,dont boast about you having sooo much money and telling me everyday about ur stupid affairs of love.i meant,THAT ain't even love okays.the guy makes u laugh,he makes you happy,there is not a time when u can nvr laugh when he tries to cheer you up during ur saddest moment,THATS not love!and please,stop being so bitchy and all those!all i asked for was for u to just follow me to the popular bkshop to get Jingyi a birthday present after skool!u asked that guy,he already told u to go,stop being so crazy!!why did u still have to follow him,its not like u dont have any other fwen in this freaking skool?!u dont have to lvoe a guy until like that okays,that u can go all ard skool following him and laughed about him disturbing me when i was wif my teammys!do u noe how frustrated i am.i really wished u have ur own mind!ur parents dont even noe wad you're actually doing!why must u be so simple minded?!can u please WAKE UP?!!! regards,Sharlene:)hope you dont read this.

HOT HOT HOT!today is a hot and windy day,lol.too bad the wind cant cool us down.oh freak!Science TEacher was so kind to us today,no lesson on how to be a fast writer was on today!!all he asked us to do was just to copy one slide:)better den 7-10..ahahrs,Sophia is Sick,im SICK!the flu bug is on sia!lol,learnt abt wad HIV-Human Immune Virus-could do to us if we have it,and i am not gonna have sexual intercourse underage sia!!!@!@!!@!@!:)lol,am having my hair tied up now,bloody hot lahs!Abel has carried her babies away again,wads her effing problem!??!okays,it just poured heavily from like 3-07p.m to 3.10p.m..so short,damn it sia!i really hate it that im afraid of VB balls being spiked at me...okays,smtimes the phobia isn't there cos the person spiking the ball to me probably always spikes without using much strength...okays,am back!just went to my neighbour's house to help rescue the babies from the rain in the drain:)gtg.



if i keep praying for it to snow in S-pore,nothing would rite?hahahrs.
shit!there's smthing wrong wif uploading the pictures,so read from bottom to top,thks:)

im reporting sick..ahahrs,dunno wad it means but yeah.okays,my throat is frreaking bad!!i dont even noe if i can make it to skool 2moro.and to tell u smthing,i act differently in Church,on the computer and in skool..hahars.so its not two personalities but three.okays,today Abel's babies are 18 days old!so fast lol.Abel has been moving house at nite,but in the day,she always brings the babies back,like wad the hell is her problem mans..i found her hiding place,its in my neighbour's house drain!!lol.i've finished all of poptropica islands and im efing bored now. so many things have happened the past few days,as usual,i've taken loads of pictures!!:)

yesterday i was falling sick,today i fell sick.didn't go for training and slept the whole day till 3.30p.m cos my mom woke me up to go for cell.okays!im lying!i woke up at 10 plus,and found out that abel had brought the babies to another hiding place,rained heavily and she took shelter at home!where the hell are the babies!!gosh lol,rain stopped and she brought them back,seriously irresponsible.okays,shall stay out of her affairs.Cell was so freaking fun!!i am kinda shy there,but definitely not shy in skool!!

reached there,wanted to open the door,opened abit and saw the cell ppl there.quickly let go,took a deep breath and opened the door,and went inside.one of the other cell leader-Jill,the P.A.P oso known as the M.O.E's daughter was like hey sharlene!!!cell just ended why are you so late?!haahrs,i really wanted to laugh but only smiled due to my shyness..okays,7pm came and mummy came to fetch me,time for me to go play the computer!byebye:)am very impatient these days so will uplaod the pictures 2moro:)

gosh...my fwen whom i've been chatting for quite some time said hi to me at the MRT station!!i just gave that fucked-typed face and totally ignore him and went back to sms sophia!haahrds,he jsut told me that he was so sad...sorry ah darren,hahars,i thot that it was all joyce's doing,lol.end of day Assembly,we learnt abt Cyber wellness,damn funny lol the vids~!!gosh,getting mosquito bites now,and gtg dinner!!!!

hey ppl,im so tired!training was really great:)nvr had such energy draining exercise for a long time....too much computer is bad:)eheh,lol.okays,last part i was so into DaFang and gosh,kept pressurrizziing amanda lim to continue play on wif me,ahahrs,despite the fact that she and i were really tired,we continued.after rest,got obessed wif it again and started whining and persuading amandalim to play more:)haahrs,got cuts on my fingers and yup im happy today that during VB training,i was able to overcome my fear of the ball and not cloe my eyes or run away when the ball was heading towards me:)

god i want to thank you for making my day so carefree.
i admire amanda lim and really wished to be just mroe like her,the type of person who would go ''wads that??'' when being asked if she had any problems,happy go lucky!!!gtg,waching Drop Dead diva now,heeh.

gosh karate kid 2010 is freaking awesome!!!:)haahrs,today morning,received an sms from sophia saying that she could not go for VB ''training'',hmp,training!!?training!?!!wad a joke,just practice lol..haahrs,so skipped training along wif her.felt so guilty at first during skool time!!!afraid that teammys hate us,afraid that Mr chew and our coaches dislike us more,well who cares rite:)ahahrs,went to AMK Hub,her mom called saying that sophia suddenly got dental appment today at 3.30p.m!!gosh,we quickly went to the Cinema lvl and saw that there was only one karate kid showing today at 3.20pm..so we bought newspaper from Cheers and quickly check:)and Gosh we were like placing our bags on the floor squatting down to open the newspaper and check movie timings on the floor!!stupid lady tell us cnnt like that,like gosh,floor oso cnnt mehs!wad the hell.then ppl step step step can,we put newspaper only oso cnnt ahs..haya,anyway,didn't donate to any beggars during the walkways in MRT:)ahahrs:)in the end,only Lido at Orchard had the perfect timing for us! thank god!!after sophia's app,we took a taxi and rushed all the way there,hahars.smuggled Macdonald's inside:)lol.bag so hot sia.and the place was kinda old..anyway,nvm:)kaes,saw some of my teammys on the way home:)gud thing they didn't see me,saw Germaine ong alone and went to say bye:)kaes,end!

OHMY GOODNESS!!!!!! stupid tuition teacher kept talking thru out the whole maths tuition@!!@!@! better discuss wif mummy to change back to the old one.
and fluffyy,thank god u're so smart to run away from ur home,that hellhole! but how stupid u were to runaway several times and still go to that hell hole for freaking 5 yrs:)
Abel's babies have opened their eyes!they are blue in colour!!so awesome!
me dancing in church yesterday for Youth Day was so scary!i was so nervous thinking about whether ppl were waching me or not!that made me not dance well in the end...
ahahrs, who cares:)at least God wont judge me:)okays cnnt wait for chinese tuition later!!hvnt learnt my ting Xie,so gtg:)

no rain hot,got rain cold.haya,feet so cold now!lol,its been raining for the past 2 days recently,roads are getting jammed,especially the PIE and highway.lol.its the weekend,i didn't og skool on thursday due to swollen eylids of constant crying,ahhars.don want tell why cry:)mom's out playing Mahjong lol.loads of things had happened these few days!i didn't go for training today as well cos got dance practice for whole day!!!2moro's the time to dance for God in a crowd of people:)
was Youcaming wif Sky just now,ahhars. today the kittens are 10 days old!!! number one has opened its right eye:)im so happy!!