got caught by my co-form teacher today after assembly,she told me to do smthing about my hair during hair check...lol,she let me off,but warned me that even if she lets me free,another teacher will catch me...thats sad..i dont wanna tie it up sia!?!!at home is okays,cos no one sees me,when im out doing my job is okay,cos the strands wont disturb my face..BUT DEFINITELY I DONT WANT IT TIED UP IN SKOOL!!lol,anyway,after skool i got to stay back for Home Economics cooking test of the spaghetti sauce.:)lol,got 4/5!:)ahahrs,people mistaked me of being proud and arrogant when i asked around the other's marks..like wad the hell...why would i do that..anyway,only another girl from my class-Celine-got 4/5 too:)we both were the top.anyway,wanted to take a picture of my pasta,but sadly..i rushed home,got so excited,told my maid about everything and happily ate the nicely designed dish..damn it...anyway,nvm lahs.okays.
COMMON TEST 2moro!!!gudluck everyone..''gulp''....ahahhrs,joking!i studied without anyone noticing me:)i really dont wanna tie hair..i really dont wanna be so lazy..i really wanna remember my life last year...when i was skinny,when i was having nicer hair,when i was having longer hair,when i HAD no self-conscious.when i wasn't afraid of wad people thought of me or anything..
Dear God,i pray that u will give me the wisdom and let me realise that actually no one is observing me..