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Poyomon Chibimon Punomon Poromon Pabumon!!!:) Tanemon Yukimibotamon Gomamon Gabumon digi-tamas:)!!! mans..today's VB training sucked!me and Germaine one got injured during our Dafang.sophia's sick!!yet she's still working,haya,sm ppl dunno when to rest:)okays,i was half dead,half alive during training today!!!my mood changed alot of my Dafang wif Germaine!so sucky lah me!!!hate it!!anyway,thk goodness i played okays when my teammys were having survivor during the end of training,heng ahs!!!!:)okays,got home and my maid told me tht my mom is gonna buy me chicken rice!!but she aint back yet,hahars,cnnt wait:)the cravings.kk,gtg now,bye:)
the feet clothings of me and sophia.:) nice or not nice?sophia and i kept critising our own faces after seeing these pictures,cos our eye bags?blacks?nvm are really big!!hahars.but i will just upload all bahs.
VB match between St.hilda's the one nearer to the camera,and Temasek Poly further away from the camera,Temasek poly won:) pictures of yesterday,hahars.
b4 leaving for church,nice?i was supposed to take the Queen sized ant wif wings and is yellow,too bad the camera missed it and looks like i got smthing else,rotate the picture and it looks like a ''castle-the playground''is on the car:)
heyo:)hahars,feel aslp during church today,but when im really gonna slp,i always wake up the moment my head ''drops''hahars,i wonder if we die,leave our souls.got a chance to reborn as a human,while in our new mother's stomach,will we still have our memories wif us??after all we are forming and dont have a mind yet...anyway,nvm:)okays,me and my sister had real fun today,i suddenly felt so happy and energetic after our lunch,went out wif mommy along wif my sister to go see houses.me and my sister would like go ''wow!''at the houses we see and talk to each other saying tht this is my room or ur room if our mother had bought the hse,hahars.we waited for our mother who is showing the unit to her customers,i felt bored after my sister ''abandoned'' me by playing her Iphone and not responding to wad i've said,so i took pictures of myself,took vids of myself and pictures of me and my sister.okays.time to upload:)!!!!gosh,fcbk vid upload takes so long,i think i just have to wait..
shit,i didn't blog yesterday,forgotten why.anyway,ohyeah!i went online,had abt 400 thousands of my cells to die and almost had a heart attack when i jumped onto my bed all calmed down and ready to slp,hehe.today,had fun wif Sophia at Toa Payoh's shopping centre,had a gud chat and loads of gossipping while eating in Macs,lol,we came b4 twelve,saw many ppl eating and ate waffles,pancakes,hush brown and kinda got sick..we wanted to see how the meal pictures hanging on the ceilings change,but too bad we missed it due to being to engrossed in our conversations,haya.okays,after tht we went to ToaPayoh sports hall,saaw lejie and amanda tan enter too long after me and sophia settled down.i kept taking pictures,too bad my camera has ran out of batteries and its night time now,its currently charging so i have no time to transfer everything to this computer and upload the pictures on fcbk or blogger,as blogger takes a real big time to upload the many pictures i've taken,will do tht 2moro.damn i got so pissed off today!!!mummy came to fetch me from the bus stop opposite my skool,got mad when we were abt to reach home as i've gotten news abt her ending up not buying the chicken rice i've been waiting for since last night,i didn't get to eat yesterday's one ccos my sister and mom gobbled everything up forgetting me.kaes,i guess im kinda pampered but food is a necessarity:)kaes,i dunno wads wrong wif me,i've been getting angry these days easily vending my anger my frowning for a whole 2 hrs today while waching ''MY SKOOL DAZE'' OR ''SHU BAO TAI ZHONG'' just now,hahars,mom's gonna switch off my light for me,gtg !!!
thats it,its over.i dunno whose really in the wrong.i think its u,but u said its me,so nvm:)okays,my VB team seriously has many damages due to the conflicts everyone has to another,including me...okays,i totally ended my connection wif Sophia,we weren't fwens before i ended it,now we are even enemies,i dont think we will even be talking to each other,welli ont hate her on my hand,but maybe on her side,she hates me..we are just people who noe each other from now onwards with no words,no ''hiies'' or ''byes' or eye contact anymore...im sad,to lose a fwen.i thot i could be nice,but nvm,its over:)today is the last day of skool!!yes!!!but bad news is tht when hols come,its 5 or 4 days a week of VB training,so i still have to partner Sophia,and still will be in skool.lols,im tired after quarelliing today,i dont think i wanna talk to my fwens for a period of time,i dont feel like the same b4...no emotions,no feelings of the human heart,i quarrelled wif my sister just now after dinner cos she said tht she was pissed off wif my -no life- face towards her and my mom during dinner,arghs.Sharlene!!its over,dont mull over it now!be tough.(personal message to Lord.)Lord please give me the strength i need,please Lord,im still a child who has yet to fully mature and am smone who needs guidance.pls help:)amen!kaes,gtg now.waching 2012 byes!!!
nice picture?got a picture of this huge spider while i was walking in the park during the morning.:) today,went to wach the movie-Shrek 4- wif lejie and jemima:)really fun,hehe.but..if only the rest of the teammys could come wif us..anyway,the movei was still great:)Jemima kept screaming ''softly'' went the puss in boss appeared in the show.:)after tht,all three of us took the MRT home,jemima alighted at the Ang Mo kio stop,me at yio chu kang,den lejie at dunno where,Khatib or Woodlands?haahrs,kaes.time for me to go:)byes!!!i love the fun we had.fwens are important,but we cannot depend on fwens foreva,we ourselves are the most important:)
oh gosh,i dont understand,.....is hating ppl so easily making ur happy? is bearing grudges making ur life better? is not forgiving ppl gonna help you?!!? why cant u just understand ppl's feelings too.its not just u mans,im trying to help u but u are so stubborn.okays,i may not totally change u but i can still try. block me on msn. remove our connection in fcbk. delete my emails in hotmail. i will still try.okays,volleyball today ended really late.while walking home,my legs were like dragging and sort of making my sport shoes spoil.:)heeh,lol.digimon 5 is seriously a disgrace to digimon!!1,2,4 were damn awesome.3 was okay.but 5 totally ruins everything.the drawing of humans suck..hehe.okays,bed time now,im really tired,byes!!
my sister threw my cat toy out of the picture as she didn't want it in the picture...sad..nvm,me wif it and not wif the others is okay:) lol,me and my cat:) sister's toy dogs.from TY church today:)didn't complain and got out of my bed obediently this morning:)hehe,came back and saw my sister digging out her closet,she took out her old toys of little dogs from TY and using them to make up from the deprived position to own a dog last time:)but now we got sky!!!hehe.she loves dogs,i love cats,no wonder we always fight last time,hahars,lol,anyway,preaching was good today.im a person wif a mission,not a message,im gonna try damn so hard to influence ashely to jon christianity,i hope when he really does join christianity,he's not doing it for me,but for God:)okays,these last few days,smthings like weird happening to me during skool time...my head will automatically turn and face Celine,yet while doing that,im ,like dreaming and she will be looking at me giving a weird expression while im still dreaming away,hahars.lol.okays,i prefer my teammys to my classmates so much more lol!im so glad i didn't leave training early yesterday and just beared wif the sadness and pain in my heart,mind and soul.cos after tht i've enjoyed myself again by goign wif my teammys to bubble tea.lol,yesterday was weird,one of the coaches whom doesn't like me and i dont like him either,actually suddenly walked towards me and asked me wad happened to my leg...i as so shocked cos he nvr talked to me about non-VB stuffs b4 and i screwed everything up but replying tht i dunno abt the injuries and after tht,that i've forgotten about it..damn..!now aless is creating a really close relationship wif the coaches,and there i am screwing evrything up.kaes,gtg now byes!!!
its funny how we can smile at the childish things we did when we were younger and it makes us feel happy:)
im sad tht the shop TY is all closed down in Singapore..i feel like buying more toys suddenly.
sister bought me chocolate mousse:) here pain there pain.lol,even the heart pain..i dunno why i keep doing this man..feels kinda stupid.acting dumb and being like a retard to my teammys is kinda embarrassing for me now.arghs,better not talk about the sad things now:)okays,training totally sucked!!starting part i was really hyper and in the VB moood,but at 17.26p.m,i really felt like going home.and i just realised two things today.first,the most common words i've been saying when im having my VB training is ''tired...'' and ''boring...'' hahars.Second is tht the most common game or way to have fun for cats is sort of ''hunting''.okays,i dunno wad im talking about sia.pretty lost,i just feel like lying on sm comfortable place wif cooling wind surrounding my body,and i just did tht.was lying on the marble floor downstairs just now,wif the tv on,fan on and hving my eyes closed,relaxed:)okays,after training,went to BBT-bubble tea- wif my teammys,Sophia didn't join us and went home instead,arghs,probably on a diet:)okays,time to go now!byes!!!
its night now,the weather is nice!lols,no show to wach besides soccer,so im here playing my computer after switching off the tv.ahahrs,am now chatting wif Lejie,asking her loadds of questions:)yesterday training,today break.2moro training,sunday break.Monday training,Tuesday break.Wednesday training,thursday and friday break...tired lehs..:)body is hurting alot.damn,im bored....kinda feel lost wif nothing to do.planned to go jogging just now b4 i bathe but already did as my mom told me not to go jog at nite..arghs,sister said she would accompany me but she den changed her mind and played badminton wif me instead.oh gosh!!heart could not take it during the badminton game,i keep losing.wads wrong wif me!!?!?!guess keeping calm,telling myself tht i could do it and trying to stop trembling at the fear of losing didn't help,i still lost..:)kaes,today's hairstyle totally sucked to the max!!!!!!!maximum..this is the side effects of rebonding ur hair-dunno how to spell ''reborning'',''rebonding'',''rebourning''???arghs,kaes,time for me to go now,everyone stay happy!!!
this ain't fluffy but fluffy's expression looks like tht when it sees me walking my dog and cat in the park....im sorry,i hate it too.
hello again!!hehe,lol,maid woke up up at 6am this morning,i replied wif a "5 more minutes...''hahars,okays,almost got late for skool 2day,boarded the first 825 bus in the morning which comes at 6.30am,closed my eyes due to tiredness.suddenly remembered tht there was training today and wasn't holding my shoebag,arghs,closed my eyes again...after tht,suddenly rmbered tht i left my spectacles on my dressing table beside my bed after i played computer and went to sleep,die liaos!this one cnnt ignore...closed my eyes again,den i thot abt chapel and started searching for my skool tie in my bag...''ka cha!''in the end,didn't get any extra 5 minutes sleep in the bus and quickly thot of wad to do,in the end,i alighted from the bus at the Yio Chu Kang MRT and boarded the next one,ahahrs!!!!okays,as it was the same bus driver which drove me to the MRT at first who was fetching me home again and to back to MRT,he drove really fast to make sure i wasn't late,thank God for letting me meet such nice ppl:)hehe.had training again today..mans!wad do the coaches take us for......robots?that eat electricity and have no feelings,no soul,no heart?arghs.
arghs,again my aunty ill-treated her dog,fluffy just now by bathing him with ''MA MA LING MO soap'' and spraying the water into his wounds and then tie him to the gate to dry,oh gosh!!wad should i do...i really hate this sight!look,he got bitten and bullied by a bigger dog i presume,and why do u still blame him for this accident?he escaped by jumping thru the gate hole and letting himself get stratched by the side metals not becos he wanted to,but becos u dont even bring him for walks!!!!not like he doesn't come back rite?!?!!?lucky my mom stopped u from putting ''chei cao yiu'' into the wounds!gosh,even i cnnt take the pain of it,wad makes u think a animal can take it?trying to kill it ahs!?!?!?!?!?!?i hate it,i hate it!i really hate it!!!!!fluffy,it hurts i noe...but calling and whining at me for help wont solve anything,cos ur owners stink!!those selfish ppl.goodbye fluffy,i will make sure they dont anyhow dispose ur body like rubbish and will help bury u when u go to 'Dog heaven',Sky will accompany u too a few yrs after u're gone:)byes!!
phew!!!today is so tiring...well,thank god it rained in the morning and during the evening and late afternoon,hehe,at least the sun didn't help drain any of my energy today during training:)lol,im tired now.today,Ashley kept saying im kind,too kind till the boiis keep bullying me.but wad can i do?be as mean and evil as possible so no one will dare to bully me???not a chance!i finally realised wad being pretty is all about,to achieve beautifulness,the person have to be nice,kind,caring and have a heart cleared of all the darkness-jealousy,hatred,anger,envy,revenge,suspicion,betrayal:)lol,no one will ever like or notice a person wif a black heart,a heart wif all that evilness,tht person will not have any true fwens. cos the fwens of the person will be envied?hated?suspected?being mocked?who knows...?okays,i dunno why i keep saying tht but i think i wanna be kind,den,den maybe i will have more and loads of fwens from now onwards:)thks again to God:)hehe.gtg now,Denise cnnt come online to tell me her explanations?but gtg means im not writing anymore,and yet still staying online,hehe byes!!!
hahars!!! hi everyone!today,in skool was just fun FuN F.U.N!!!muahahahaha,okays,so dontnoe wad i was doing actually:)anyway,got invited to Joey Oh's birthday party:)hvnt gone yet lahs,ahahahha!!!still waching digimon and oh gosh,im bored to nothing,just joking!im not bored,im still young,gonna jogging later to keep my body shape,am already short,if i turn fat due to the constant playing of computer...its nasty:)hahaahhaha,hahahahahaha,hahahahahaha,ahahahahahahha,i can laugh all day sia,i feel so high and happy:)not on any pills:)okays,cnnt wait to perspire out all the fats and oil and meat contained in my body:)gtg now,byes!!
hahars!!im obessed wif this song sia!!okays,calm down..the singer aint that handsome,but i think that some of the guys in the background kinda ok looking!!!hahaha,especially the guy sitting on the bed at 00.19secs in the vid!!muahahaha:)
oh gosh,wad a lousy day...didn't expect to see the person i was quarrelling wif this morning,go to the same place wif me and oso planned to go to the multi media shop at amk hub...heng ahs,i quickly left wif my sister,haahrs.anyway,better stop thinking abt it:)wow,had 1 set meal of the new meal added on Macs' list,wad quarter pounder cheese burger,awesomely good!!!!after tht,felt like having more and bought just the burger thru drive way in mum's car,hahars,sister made me laugh while i was ordering and it made me talk alien,hahars,wanna talk den keep laughing lol.i love my mom,so awesome!!!thank u lord for providing me wif such a good mom whom can give me almost everything i want:)kaes,this is the second post of the day.now byes!!
hello to this new day-17 may-no skool today and just woke up:)lol,always brush your teeth when u wake up:)dont get tempted by the comfort of my computer chair wif the laptop screen facing me,hehe.man,yesterday evening totally sucked!!i kept getting mad at my classmate Marcus for commenting on my status alot of times,actually i have no reason to blame him for its fcbk,but cnnt stand the fact of seeing his full name appearing in my hotmail inbox:)lol.spammed him loads on msn.kaes,my lunch is gonna be ready soon,actually its branch,hvnt ate breadfast yet:)kaes,skool 2moro,and i dont even noe whether we will be waching movies and playing ard or will we be having boring,long conversations given by teachers..arghs.:)okays,i have to go now.byes!!!!
at my Father's hse today,bored sia..no sky,no abel.but i've got my laptop!!:)waching some videos now and saw some really old,cute funny vids,here are some.
lol,the lyrics of ''the birthday song'' taken down by me for Jemima is the background,now why did it suddenly appear again? cool!:) many things can happen in one day...woke up for training this morning,went downstairs to comb my hair and saw smthing flying around,after tht,its landed beside me on the store-room door,a praying mantis.got excited as i dont get to see a praying mantis real life daily ever..hehe,rushed to get a container and caught it:)anyway,its brown,not green.its small,not as big as the usual common ones:)got some pictures of it,will post it up later:)lol,hair so messed up today,no amount of combing helped made it look normal,rushed to toilet and washed it,hehe,turned out better.just came home from training.im tired,so tired.,Jemima couldn't join us for training due to her injured foot,but she still came,guess its the passion for it:)sophia and amanda lim didn't make it for VB attendance as they were bboth busy,dunno why amanda lim couldn't make it but for sophia,she had to attend church:)okays,i hate living with such neighbours man..walking up the slope of the estate i live in,heard cries,heard screams,heard shouts.curiousity got the better of me and i followed the noise to find my neighbour scolding her ADOPTED son outside her house in her house garden,damn it.such an ugly sight,such evilness.couldn't help him lol...i hate her for driving over my cat Summer,i meant,her own son helped me looked after Summer tgt,how can she do such a thing and still deny herself as the murderer,arghs!!but its over now:)the noise is oso over now:)okays,gtg free the mantis bye!!
hiies again,this is my second post of the day.so everyone is back from the VB thingy.and im back from the badminton game and dinner wif my family.:)so..so i loss devastatingly to my sister with a total score of 5sets to 1set-me.nvm:)i should cheer up ehs?at least i've got wad i wanted:)okays,just told off marcus on my fcbk fwen,amanda lim's wall,hehe,trying to pick a childish quarrel:)okays,the dinner was great,mom treated my maid to it too,probably a farewell dinner.damn it!!i dont want her to leave,wad if i suffer another depression...and change again.haya,this world is unfair!!why do people look down on other races different from their own.i dont understand,everyday,most of the people i know usually try to get back at another person instead of patching it back,so awkward!i hate it!!i hate this world where everyone lives with their selfish perception.i hope that there will be true happiness one day:)hatred is spreading faster than love.it sucks!
the rabbit sleeps wif the cat cushion:)!!rabbit-Lj. cat cushion-fiki.:)
took this picture on the way to church,a hot morning.its raining now:)in yio chu kang. hope u like them!!:) its morning now,the 14 of may,didn't go for the VB thingy as i have badminton session later cos my sister already booked the court and have no choice..VB thingy end at 6,i have to be home by 2.30pm,so wads the point of going?sorry teammys,forgive me?lucky i have sophia here to accompany me on msn:)lol,just got some cool pictures!!!:)hehe.i hope tht i can beat my sister in badminton in at least 1 set...personal message,''thks jiejie for helping me train in my badminton skills and helpipng me improve even by a bit'':)lol,Abel came into my room smhow this morning,heard noises and saw that my cat neck support cushion was not with the rabbit in the picture of the bed,and Abel was playing wif it instead,hayaya...anyway,sister is gonna bring me to see loads of kittens later!!!i cnnt wait till Abel has some of her own kittens:)kaes,gtg now byebye.
-a person's beauty is not based on her looks,but on their heart.even if the crueliest person had the most perfect looks,not one will ever realise the person's beauty:)-byes!!!!
lol,like no expression sia.sky's birhtday happened yesterday,on the 12may.screwed up blogger date.
yesterday,evening,sister and mom came home,celebrated sky's 2nd birthday tgt,Abel was slping on couch:)okays,this is the first birthday celebration i've had without eating any pieces of cake,hahars!lol,maths is normal today,thank God,all that anxiety is gone now.damn it sia,have ot wake up early 2moro,dunno wad im gonna do at the VB thingy,lol,troublesome,exam just finish den got this,hayayaaaaaaa..Abel is slping beside on the floor now,hehe.since she got pregnant,she's been eating and slping alot,the last two nipples have started swelling now,mans...im done wif digimon ..theres no more digimon series to wach,wad should i do.okays,i wach go wach digimon movies now,byes!
im turning fatter each day,the more i use the internet,the more unhealthy i become...i just keep losing the my sister in badminton,damn it!a real 21 to 0-me.....nvr did i win her in any sets,wads wrong?i tell myself not to give up,catch up wif her,but still cant make it...damn it sia!pretending to be happy and laugh when she sings her stupid loser song cheer to me really hurts!but i dont wanna cry,laughter..its fake!i think i will just wach digimon and pass my maths 2moro..the last exam,the subject that i didn't understand at all for the past 5 mths,gud luck to me:)i just wannd win my sister in smthing now,and do well for my exams.gtg now.
hahahaha!!!D&T is damn easy!!even without studying,all the questions were understandable,hahahhars,after d&T exam,went off the canteen wif sophia and ate cheesy chicken:)lol,chatted for a quite long time.2moro,its a holiday:)last night was scary...my sister took pictures of my neighbour's house with the lady owner in it..i saw her face and i think its real scary......okays!i have god now!lol,last exam is maths,den finally hehehehe!okays,gtg now,wach digimon 4:)byes!
lol,fell asleep in my mom's car today.dasmn it!i've been weating alot lately...guess this is puberty...lol,DnT 2moro,sky's birhtday the next!!and den maths paper...finally on thursday,it marks the time when exams end!!hooray!!party time!!im sad...im sad inside me,i cnnt take the fact that my maid Tiah is going home to Indonesia...its been a llong 4 yrs,since p5..she came,and stayed till this day.my mom and sister is currently finding a new gud experienced maid..hope to find success:)lols,mom is training me to slp alone wif my room door closed 2nite.....im...im not prepared.anyway,rashes on my chest,gonna put lotion to sooth the pain,bb!!
aww....hehe,this is my house artistic photo for deco,gonna be thrown away now bb:) today,sunday.studied the whole freaking day after i came home from church.lol,2moro's papers are science and geography..damn it sia,!!geography...its night time now,today's weather is normal,cooling:)damn tired now,didn't get any gud sleep last nite as the neighbour played mahjong till 2am plus!!maid is sick and was alone in the room..felt more scared when female neighbour and her female fwens laughed like witches.arghs,but now i understand how tired sophia feels:)kaes,waching spider man 3 now.bb!!!
chocolate on my lips. lol,nerd playing my sister's phone. retarded me and mummy,jiejie is so awesome!!i didn't do any planning wif her,am just gonna pay.this meal is thanks to jiejie and to God:) lol,had a great time yesterday night.smsed sophia all the way till i reached the buffet to eat.Celebrated Mothers' day at Pan Pacific Hotel-global kitchen.damn gud!but dunno why so full..mummy and jiejie continued eating while i couldn't take it anymore.anyway,i wanna thank my mother!!!!hehe,she was so happy,sister shocked me and her by asking the guy to bring a bottle of wine for my mom,yet she was shouting at her b4 the wine came,to not order any wine.it turns out that she bought wine for mummy and brought it there secretly.okays,time for me to go now,tuition later and den gonna have another eating celebration,its my Father's sister's birthday today,gonna out to have another feast after tuition.no digimon today as well....buh-bye!!
Poyomon Chibimon Punomon Poromon Pabumon!!!:) Tanemon Yukimibotamon Gomamon Gabumon digi-tamas:)!!! mans..today's VB training sucked!me and Germaine one got injured during our Dafang.sophia's sick!!yet she's still working,haya,sm ppl dunno when to rest:)okays,i was half dead,half alive during training today!!!my mood changed alot of my Dafang wif Germaine!so sucky lah me!!!hate it!!anyway,thk goodness i played okays when my teammys were having survivor during the end of training,heng ahs!!!!:)okays,got home and my maid told me tht my mom is gonna buy me chicken rice!!but she aint back yet,hahars,cnnt wait:)the cravings.kk,gtg now,bye:)
the feet clothings of me and sophia.:) nice or not nice?sophia and i kept critising our own faces after seeing these pictures,cos our eye bags?blacks?nvm are really big!!hahars.but i will just upload all bahs.
VB match between St.hilda's the one nearer to the camera,and Temasek Poly further away from the camera,Temasek poly won:) pictures of yesterday,hahars.
b4 leaving for church,nice?i was supposed to take the Queen sized ant wif wings and is yellow,too bad the camera missed it and looks like i got smthing else,rotate the picture and it looks like a ''castle-the playground''is on the car:)
heyo:)hahars,feel aslp during church today,but when im really gonna slp,i always wake up the moment my head ''drops''hahars,i wonder if we die,leave our souls.got a chance to reborn as a human,while in our new mother's stomach,will we still have our memories wif us??after all we are forming and dont have a mind yet...anyway,nvm:)okays,me and my sister had real fun today,i suddenly felt so happy and energetic after our lunch,went out wif mommy along wif my sister to go see houses.me and my sister would like go ''wow!''at the houses we see and talk to each other saying tht this is my room or ur room if our mother had bought the hse,hahars.we waited for our mother who is showing the unit to her customers,i felt bored after my sister ''abandoned'' me by playing her Iphone and not responding to wad i've said,so i took pictures of myself,took vids of myself and pictures of me and my sister.okays.time to upload:)!!!!gosh,fcbk vid upload takes so long,i think i just have to wait..
shit,i didn't blog yesterday,forgotten why.anyway,ohyeah!i went online,had abt 400 thousands of my cells to die and almost had a heart attack when i jumped onto my bed all calmed down and ready to slp,hehe.today,had fun wif Sophia at Toa Payoh's shopping centre,had a gud chat and loads of gossipping while eating in Macs,lol,we came b4 twelve,saw many ppl eating and ate waffles,pancakes,hush brown and kinda got sick..we wanted to see how the meal pictures hanging on the ceilings change,but too bad we missed it due to being to engrossed in our conversations,haya.okays,after tht we went to ToaPayoh sports hall,saaw lejie and amanda tan enter too long after me and sophia settled down.i kept taking pictures,too bad my camera has ran out of batteries and its night time now,its currently charging so i have no time to transfer everything to this computer and upload the pictures on fcbk or blogger,as blogger takes a real big time to upload the many pictures i've taken,will do tht 2moro.damn i got so pissed off today!!!mummy came to fetch me from the bus stop opposite my skool,got mad when we were abt to reach home as i've gotten news abt her ending up not buying the chicken rice i've been waiting for since last night,i didn't get to eat yesterday's one ccos my sister and mom gobbled everything up forgetting me.kaes,i guess im kinda pampered but food is a necessarity:)kaes,i dunno wads wrong wif me,i've been getting angry these days easily vending my anger my frowning for a whole 2 hrs today while waching ''MY SKOOL DAZE'' OR ''SHU BAO TAI ZHONG'' just now,hahars,mom's gonna switch off my light for me,gtg !!!
thats it,its over.i dunno whose really in the wrong.i think its u,but u said its me,so nvm:)okays,my VB team seriously has many damages due to the conflicts everyone has to another,including me...okays,i totally ended my connection wif Sophia,we weren't fwens before i ended it,now we are even enemies,i dont think we will even be talking to each other,welli ont hate her on my hand,but maybe on her side,she hates me..we are just people who noe each other from now onwards with no words,no ''hiies'' or ''byes' or eye contact anymore...im sad,to lose a fwen.i thot i could be nice,but nvm,its over:)today is the last day of skool!!yes!!!but bad news is tht when hols come,its 5 or 4 days a week of VB training,so i still have to partner Sophia,and still will be in skool.lols,im tired after quarelliing today,i dont think i wanna talk to my fwens for a period of time,i dont feel like the same b4...no emotions,no feelings of the human heart,i quarrelled wif my sister just now after dinner cos she said tht she was pissed off wif my -no life- face towards her and my mom during dinner,arghs.Sharlene!!its over,dont mull over it now!be tough.(personal message to Lord.)Lord please give me the strength i need,please Lord,im still a child who has yet to fully mature and am smone who needs guidance.pls help:)amen!kaes,gtg now.waching 2012 byes!!!
nice picture?got a picture of this huge spider while i was walking in the park during the morning.:) today,went to wach the movie-Shrek 4- wif lejie and jemima:)really fun,hehe.but..if only the rest of the teammys could come wif us..anyway,the movei was still great:)Jemima kept screaming ''softly'' went the puss in boss appeared in the show.:)after tht,all three of us took the MRT home,jemima alighted at the Ang Mo kio stop,me at yio chu kang,den lejie at dunno where,Khatib or Woodlands?haahrs,kaes.time for me to go:)byes!!!i love the fun we had.fwens are important,but we cannot depend on fwens foreva,we ourselves are the most important:)
oh gosh,i dont understand,.....is hating ppl so easily making ur happy? is bearing grudges making ur life better? is not forgiving ppl gonna help you?!!? why cant u just understand ppl's feelings too.its not just u mans,im trying to help u but u are so stubborn.okays,i may not totally change u but i can still try. block me on msn. remove our connection in fcbk. delete my emails in hotmail. i will still try.okays,volleyball today ended really late.while walking home,my legs were like dragging and sort of making my sport shoes spoil.:)heeh,lol.digimon 5 is seriously a disgrace to digimon!!1,2,4 were damn awesome.3 was okay.but 5 totally ruins everything.the drawing of humans suck..hehe.okays,bed time now,im really tired,byes!!
my sister threw my cat toy out of the picture as she didn't want it in the picture...sad..nvm,me wif it and not wif the others is okay:) lol,me and my cat:) sister's toy dogs.from TY church today:)didn't complain and got out of my bed obediently this morning:)hehe,came back and saw my sister digging out her closet,she took out her old toys of little dogs from TY and using them to make up from the deprived position to own a dog last time:)but now we got sky!!!hehe.she loves dogs,i love cats,no wonder we always fight last time,hahars,lol,anyway,preaching was good today.im a person wif a mission,not a message,im gonna try damn so hard to influence ashely to jon christianity,i hope when he really does join christianity,he's not doing it for me,but for God:)okays,these last few days,smthings like weird happening to me during skool time...my head will automatically turn and face Celine,yet while doing that,im ,like dreaming and she will be looking at me giving a weird expression while im still dreaming away,hahars.lol.okays,i prefer my teammys to my classmates so much more lol!im so glad i didn't leave training early yesterday and just beared wif the sadness and pain in my heart,mind and soul.cos after tht i've enjoyed myself again by goign wif my teammys to bubble tea.lol,yesterday was weird,one of the coaches whom doesn't like me and i dont like him either,actually suddenly walked towards me and asked me wad happened to my leg...i as so shocked cos he nvr talked to me about non-VB stuffs b4 and i screwed everything up but replying tht i dunno abt the injuries and after tht,that i've forgotten about it..damn..!now aless is creating a really close relationship wif the coaches,and there i am screwing evrything up.kaes,gtg now byes!!!
its funny how we can smile at the childish things we did when we were younger and it makes us feel happy:)
im sad tht the shop TY is all closed down in Singapore..i feel like buying more toys suddenly.
sister bought me chocolate mousse:) here pain there pain.lol,even the heart pain..i dunno why i keep doing this man..feels kinda stupid.acting dumb and being like a retard to my teammys is kinda embarrassing for me now.arghs,better not talk about the sad things now:)okays,training totally sucked!!starting part i was really hyper and in the VB moood,but at 17.26p.m,i really felt like going home.and i just realised two things today.first,the most common words i've been saying when im having my VB training is ''tired...'' and ''boring...'' hahars.Second is tht the most common game or way to have fun for cats is sort of ''hunting''.okays,i dunno wad im talking about sia.pretty lost,i just feel like lying on sm comfortable place wif cooling wind surrounding my body,and i just did tht.was lying on the marble floor downstairs just now,wif the tv on,fan on and hving my eyes closed,relaxed:)okays,after training,went to BBT-bubble tea- wif my teammys,Sophia didn't join us and went home instead,arghs,probably on a diet:)okays,time to go now!byes!!!
its night now,the weather is nice!lols,no show to wach besides soccer,so im here playing my computer after switching off the tv.ahahrs,am now chatting wif Lejie,asking her loadds of questions:)yesterday training,today break.2moro training,sunday break.Monday training,Tuesday break.Wednesday training,thursday and friday break...tired lehs..:)body is hurting alot.damn,im bored....kinda feel lost wif nothing to do.planned to go jogging just now b4 i bathe but already did as my mom told me not to go jog at nite..arghs,sister said she would accompany me but she den changed her mind and played badminton wif me instead.oh gosh!!heart could not take it during the badminton game,i keep losing.wads wrong wif me!!?!?!guess keeping calm,telling myself tht i could do it and trying to stop trembling at the fear of losing didn't help,i still lost..:)kaes,today's hairstyle totally sucked to the max!!!!!!!maximum..this is the side effects of rebonding ur hair-dunno how to spell ''reborning'',''rebonding'',''rebourning''???arghs,kaes,time for me to go now,everyone stay happy!!!
this ain't fluffy but fluffy's expression looks like tht when it sees me walking my dog and cat in the park....im sorry,i hate it too.
hello again!!hehe,lol,maid woke up up at 6am this morning,i replied wif a "5 more minutes...''hahars,okays,almost got late for skool 2day,boarded the first 825 bus in the morning which comes at 6.30am,closed my eyes due to tiredness.suddenly remembered tht there was training today and wasn't holding my shoebag,arghs,closed my eyes again...after tht,suddenly rmbered tht i left my spectacles on my dressing table beside my bed after i played computer and went to sleep,die liaos!this one cnnt ignore...closed my eyes again,den i thot abt chapel and started searching for my skool tie in my bag...''ka cha!''in the end,didn't get any extra 5 minutes sleep in the bus and quickly thot of wad to do,in the end,i alighted from the bus at the Yio Chu Kang MRT and boarded the next one,ahahrs!!!!okays,as it was the same bus driver which drove me to the MRT at first who was fetching me home again and to back to MRT,he drove really fast to make sure i wasn't late,thank God for letting me meet such nice ppl:)hehe.had training again today..mans!wad do the coaches take us for......robots?that eat electricity and have no feelings,no soul,no heart?arghs.
arghs,again my aunty ill-treated her dog,fluffy just now by bathing him with ''MA MA LING MO soap'' and spraying the water into his wounds and then tie him to the gate to dry,oh gosh!!wad should i do...i really hate this sight!look,he got bitten and bullied by a bigger dog i presume,and why do u still blame him for this accident?he escaped by jumping thru the gate hole and letting himself get stratched by the side metals not becos he wanted to,but becos u dont even bring him for walks!!!!not like he doesn't come back rite?!?!!?lucky my mom stopped u from putting ''chei cao yiu'' into the wounds!gosh,even i cnnt take the pain of it,wad makes u think a animal can take it?trying to kill it ahs!?!?!?!?!?!?i hate it,i hate it!i really hate it!!!!!fluffy,it hurts i noe...but calling and whining at me for help wont solve anything,cos ur owners stink!!those selfish ppl.goodbye fluffy,i will make sure they dont anyhow dispose ur body like rubbish and will help bury u when u go to 'Dog heaven',Sky will accompany u too a few yrs after u're gone:)byes!!
phew!!!today is so tiring...well,thank god it rained in the morning and during the evening and late afternoon,hehe,at least the sun didn't help drain any of my energy today during training:)lol,im tired now.today,Ashley kept saying im kind,too kind till the boiis keep bullying me.but wad can i do?be as mean and evil as possible so no one will dare to bully me???not a chance!i finally realised wad being pretty is all about,to achieve beautifulness,the person have to be nice,kind,caring and have a heart cleared of all the darkness-jealousy,hatred,anger,envy,revenge,suspicion,betrayal:)lol,no one will ever like or notice a person wif a black heart,a heart wif all that evilness,tht person will not have any true fwens. cos the fwens of the person will be envied?hated?suspected?being mocked?who knows...?okays,i dunno why i keep saying tht but i think i wanna be kind,den,den maybe i will have more and loads of fwens from now onwards:)thks again to God:)hehe.gtg now,Denise cnnt come online to tell me her explanations?but gtg means im not writing anymore,and yet still staying online,hehe byes!!!
hahars!!! hi everyone!today,in skool was just fun FuN F.U.N!!!muahahahaha,okays,so dontnoe wad i was doing actually:)anyway,got invited to Joey Oh's birthday party:)hvnt gone yet lahs,ahahahha!!!still waching digimon and oh gosh,im bored to nothing,just joking!im not bored,im still young,gonna jogging later to keep my body shape,am already short,if i turn fat due to the constant playing of computer...its nasty:)hahaahhaha,hahahahahaha,hahahahahaha,ahahahahahahha,i can laugh all day sia,i feel so high and happy:)not on any pills:)okays,cnnt wait to perspire out all the fats and oil and meat contained in my body:)gtg now,byes!!
hahars!!im obessed wif this song sia!!okays,calm down..the singer aint that handsome,but i think that some of the guys in the background kinda ok looking!!!hahaha,especially the guy sitting on the bed at 00.19secs in the vid!!muahahaha:)
oh gosh,wad a lousy day...didn't expect to see the person i was quarrelling wif this morning,go to the same place wif me and oso planned to go to the multi media shop at amk hub...heng ahs,i quickly left wif my sister,haahrs.anyway,better stop thinking abt it:)wow,had 1 set meal of the new meal added on Macs' list,wad quarter pounder cheese burger,awesomely good!!!!after tht,felt like having more and bought just the burger thru drive way in mum's car,hahars,sister made me laugh while i was ordering and it made me talk alien,hahars,wanna talk den keep laughing lol.i love my mom,so awesome!!!thank u lord for providing me wif such a good mom whom can give me almost everything i want:)kaes,this is the second post of the day.now byes!!
hello to this new day-17 may-no skool today and just woke up:)lol,always brush your teeth when u wake up:)dont get tempted by the comfort of my computer chair wif the laptop screen facing me,hehe.man,yesterday evening totally sucked!!i kept getting mad at my classmate Marcus for commenting on my status alot of times,actually i have no reason to blame him for its fcbk,but cnnt stand the fact of seeing his full name appearing in my hotmail inbox:)lol.spammed him loads on msn.kaes,my lunch is gonna be ready soon,actually its branch,hvnt ate breadfast yet:)kaes,skool 2moro,and i dont even noe whether we will be waching movies and playing ard or will we be having boring,long conversations given by teachers..arghs.:)okays,i have to go now.byes!!!!
at my Father's hse today,bored sia..no sky,no abel.but i've got my laptop!!:)waching some videos now and saw some really old,cute funny vids,here are some.
lol,the lyrics of ''the birthday song'' taken down by me for Jemima is the background,now why did it suddenly appear again? cool!:) many things can happen in one day...woke up for training this morning,went downstairs to comb my hair and saw smthing flying around,after tht,its landed beside me on the store-room door,a praying mantis.got excited as i dont get to see a praying mantis real life daily ever..hehe,rushed to get a container and caught it:)anyway,its brown,not green.its small,not as big as the usual common ones:)got some pictures of it,will post it up later:)lol,hair so messed up today,no amount of combing helped made it look normal,rushed to toilet and washed it,hehe,turned out better.just came home from training.im tired,so tired.,Jemima couldn't join us for training due to her injured foot,but she still came,guess its the passion for it:)sophia and amanda lim didn't make it for VB attendance as they were bboth busy,dunno why amanda lim couldn't make it but for sophia,she had to attend church:)okays,i hate living with such neighbours man..walking up the slope of the estate i live in,heard cries,heard screams,heard shouts.curiousity got the better of me and i followed the noise to find my neighbour scolding her ADOPTED son outside her house in her house garden,damn it.such an ugly sight,such evilness.couldn't help him lol...i hate her for driving over my cat Summer,i meant,her own son helped me looked after Summer tgt,how can she do such a thing and still deny herself as the murderer,arghs!!but its over now:)the noise is oso over now:)okays,gtg free the mantis bye!!
hiies again,this is my second post of the day.so everyone is back from the VB thingy.and im back from the badminton game and dinner wif my family.:)so..so i loss devastatingly to my sister with a total score of 5sets to 1set-me.nvm:)i should cheer up ehs?at least i've got wad i wanted:)okays,just told off marcus on my fcbk fwen,amanda lim's wall,hehe,trying to pick a childish quarrel:)okays,the dinner was great,mom treated my maid to it too,probably a farewell dinner.damn it!!i dont want her to leave,wad if i suffer another depression...and change again.haya,this world is unfair!!why do people look down on other races different from their own.i dont understand,everyday,most of the people i know usually try to get back at another person instead of patching it back,so awkward!i hate it!!i hate this world where everyone lives with their selfish perception.i hope that there will be true happiness one day:)hatred is spreading faster than love.it sucks!
the rabbit sleeps wif the cat cushion:)!!rabbit-Lj. cat cushion-fiki.:)
took this picture on the way to church,a hot morning.its raining now:)in yio chu kang. hope u like them!!:) its morning now,the 14 of may,didn't go for the VB thingy as i have badminton session later cos my sister already booked the court and have no choice..VB thingy end at 6,i have to be home by 2.30pm,so wads the point of going?sorry teammys,forgive me?lucky i have sophia here to accompany me on msn:)lol,just got some cool pictures!!!:)hehe.i hope tht i can beat my sister in badminton in at least 1 set...personal message,''thks jiejie for helping me train in my badminton skills and helpipng me improve even by a bit'':)lol,Abel came into my room smhow this morning,heard noises and saw that my cat neck support cushion was not with the rabbit in the picture of the bed,and Abel was playing wif it instead,hayaya...anyway,sister is gonna bring me to see loads of kittens later!!!i cnnt wait till Abel has some of her own kittens:)kaes,gtg now byebye.
-a person's beauty is not based on her looks,but on their heart.even if the crueliest person had the most perfect looks,not one will ever realise the person's beauty:)-byes!!!!
lol,like no expression sia.sky's birhtday happened yesterday,on the 12may.screwed up blogger date.
yesterday,evening,sister and mom came home,celebrated sky's 2nd birthday tgt,Abel was slping on couch:)okays,this is the first birthday celebration i've had without eating any pieces of cake,hahars!lol,maths is normal today,thank God,all that anxiety is gone now.damn it sia,have ot wake up early 2moro,dunno wad im gonna do at the VB thingy,lol,troublesome,exam just finish den got this,hayayaaaaaaa..Abel is slping beside on the floor now,hehe.since she got pregnant,she's been eating and slping alot,the last two nipples have started swelling now,mans...im done wif digimon ..theres no more digimon series to wach,wad should i do.okays,i wach go wach digimon movies now,byes!
im turning fatter each day,the more i use the internet,the more unhealthy i become...i just keep losing the my sister in badminton,damn it!a real 21 to 0-me.....nvr did i win her in any sets,wads wrong?i tell myself not to give up,catch up wif her,but still cant make it...damn it sia!pretending to be happy and laugh when she sings her stupid loser song cheer to me really hurts!but i dont wanna cry,laughter..its fake!i think i will just wach digimon and pass my maths 2moro..the last exam,the subject that i didn't understand at all for the past 5 mths,gud luck to me:)i just wannd win my sister in smthing now,and do well for my exams.gtg now.
hahahaha!!!D&T is damn easy!!even without studying,all the questions were understandable,hahahhars,after d&T exam,went off the canteen wif sophia and ate cheesy chicken:)lol,chatted for a quite long time.2moro,its a holiday:)last night was scary...my sister took pictures of my neighbour's house with the lady owner in it..i saw her face and i think its real scary......okays!i have god now!lol,last exam is maths,den finally hehehehe!okays,gtg now,wach digimon 4:)byes!
lol,fell asleep in my mom's car today.dasmn it!i've been weating alot lately...guess this is puberty...lol,DnT 2moro,sky's birhtday the next!!and den maths paper...finally on thursday,it marks the time when exams end!!hooray!!party time!!im sad...im sad inside me,i cnnt take the fact that my maid Tiah is going home to Indonesia...its been a llong 4 yrs,since p5..she came,and stayed till this day.my mom and sister is currently finding a new gud experienced maid..hope to find success:)lols,mom is training me to slp alone wif my room door closed 2nite.....im...im not prepared.anyway,rashes on my chest,gonna put lotion to sooth the pain,bb!!
aww....hehe,this is my house artistic photo for deco,gonna be thrown away now bb:) today,sunday.studied the whole freaking day after i came home from church.lol,2moro's papers are science and geography..damn it sia,!!geography...its night time now,today's weather is normal,cooling:)damn tired now,didn't get any gud sleep last nite as the neighbour played mahjong till 2am plus!!maid is sick and was alone in the room..felt more scared when female neighbour and her female fwens laughed like witches.arghs,but now i understand how tired sophia feels:)kaes,waching spider man 3 now.bb!!!
chocolate on my lips. lol,nerd playing my sister's phone. retarded me and mummy,jiejie is so awesome!!i didn't do any planning wif her,am just gonna pay.this meal is thanks to jiejie and to God:) lol,had a great time yesterday night.smsed sophia all the way till i reached the buffet to eat.Celebrated Mothers' day at Pan Pacific Hotel-global kitchen.damn gud!but dunno why so full..mummy and jiejie continued eating while i couldn't take it anymore.anyway,i wanna thank my mother!!!!hehe,she was so happy,sister shocked me and her by asking the guy to bring a bottle of wine for my mom,yet she was shouting at her b4 the wine came,to not order any wine.it turns out that she bought wine for mummy and brought it there secretly.okays,time for me to go now,tuition later and den gonna have another eating celebration,its my Father's sister's birthday today,gonna out to have another feast after tuition.no digimon today as well....buh-bye!!
digimon babiess!!!ahs:)
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