the seashells i've got:) dont have any other picture..




it is a special and great day for me for the moment i woke up till my chat wif some fwen was over,den my nightmares came in..okays,i dont care anymore!!:)just gonna put a smile on my face,ignore that person and enjoy my liveli-childhood:)no post yesterday cos day's schedule was all filled up:)

monday-seniors' match against Xinmin...an total failure,just one point made their whole lives miserable..i understand how they feel.but i hope that this gets by and yeah,the seniors are happy again:)

yesterday oso tuesday-school organised a CIP outing for my class and another,almost stepped onto three corpses of cockroaches,hahars.thks Sheehan for helping me pick them up:)Ashley tried to ''pull'' me into the sea along wif him,hahars.that was a great struggle.picked up a small life crab in a shell,it got stolen by Ashley who den let it get stolen by another guy:)picked up seashells,ashley picked up dirty,ugly rocks and chased me all the way back to where we started,gave up and just let him put that ugly thing onto my hand,hahars,got injured at the back for my right feet,hurts while wearing skool shoes..kaes.picture time:)

lol,my fwen gave me an expression which looked smthing(real important)!! like this today..i wonder wad type of expression she wants me to see and know wif this type of face??i dont understand..tired.../


very tired..am so tired,tired of life,tired of skool,tired of stuffing myself wif food,tired of practically songs i've been repeatedly listening too,will talk about today and 2moro,2moro:)

hahars,me in the sand being buried,sky went the dirty my face wif sand!!
u see love here.
but hatred spreads faster than love.im sorry..
this picture is nice,but hair is messed after getting out from the sea swim:)


i love my time after skool on friday:)

had church today,kinda boring..sorry,but yeah.the preaching wasn't that great..okays,lunch out at Northpoint,Xin Wang Hong Kong cafe:)pretty gud!!!!!had ice cream from Mac after that,sister pestered me to buy the Choco smthing cos she wanted to see the person dip the ice cream into that pile of chocolate and den harden fast:)kaes,pictures of today:)

so,i managed to go trainin in the end:)and am peaceful wif my family again:)okays,so training was tiring,partnered little lejie during some things most of us hate doing:)hehe,BBT for me and sophia together:)meryl walked off quickly when i was doing smthing stupid..did she dislike it..?okays,blogger was laggy just now,scared it will stuck if post pictures,so yah,maybe 2moro:)


u dream about the most ridiculous things,but..they might just happen it ur life:)

i keep chasing after u,thinking where u are going next..but..i just cnnt catch up..

people will experience pain,troubles,i can assure it!

the same sad old face i see everyday..

day after day,its always the same..2moro..i dunno wads gonna happen lol..i've been given advice to just PRAY and ask God for help..i hope that he will answer my prayer.im so vexed out!!am really tired,i just wish that one day,im have that moment of freedom.okays,2moro i dunno where or wad im gonna do..i think i will just a a puppet,being controlled by whoever that holds the strings connected to me.:)message to go(i've always asked for a better day for me when it the previous one ends,but..will 2moro really be a better day?)

today sucks!!wads wrong wif the 'BIG' you?got a problem wif me???its like my life im living,do u have to be like that?was there a need for u to repeatedly do it to me?like gosh!!spoil my day when i wasn't even disturbing u or offending u rite?just a realy kaypo,arghs!but,thks to Jemima,Sophia,fwens and especially Nicole from 2 endurance!!-my day was back to normal.:)
rained after skool,took out my umbrella and was all ready to go shelter sophia along wif me.but..saw mum's car wif sis and tiah(maid)inside it..damn..spilt up and went home.stuffed myself wif loads of sushi,vegetables,fried tofu and lastly..honey dew sago?dunno how to spell:)so yeah.night time!~!time for me to go,byye to 25/3/10:)

wow...today's training was really tiring,the soccer boiis kept looking at us train,damn..i played kinda lousy..hoped the seniors didn't mind,kaes.just finished waching 'the Best Things In Life''great!!hehe,okays.abt shows..-i meant movies,nwo that i've wached Alice In The Wonderland,im gonna aim for How To Traain Your Dragon wif Sophia!!definitely not maid..age gap to wide.am tired now,just so tired...on my way to my loving bed which loves me.GOODBYE to 24/3/10:)

lol,i wanna slow down in life,but mom says that i should quickly brush up on everything...


no computer for me yesterday,i kinda managed to learn how to control myself and i did:)i practically hid it,had training and didn't think one bit of the computer:)lol,no one's tagging,practically very little people tag themselves,most of the time i ask people to tagg on my blgo,and they listen.damn it,who cares lol,okays.tuition soon at 7.20pm:)skool sucks..so boring,huimin was kinda rebellious.really brave lol,kaes.time to go byye:)!!

i dont think i have a 0% for anything:)do i?

damn it...my arms are seriously hurting today due to the muscle stretching after carrying and lifting 10kg weights 36 x 3..typing hurts,eating hurts,reaching hurts,getting up from bed hurts too.okays.its sunday the 21th March..last day of skool holiday..:)its not a happy occasion..tuition rocks,teacher was really gud and ncie today!!!hahars.maid's now cutting grass.so noisy..i miss my teammates,show jemima wif hair let down:)i prefer it tied up!hahars.sorry jemima.:)kaes,gtg now.i hate 2moro.but love it as there is training:)

jemima and jana so cute and adorable!!!!meryl..
hair messed..
hahars,germaine and Amanda.T:)

lol,now i think i go training not becos i enjoy it,but maybe for the sake to be in the part after it:)eating out at bubble tea,chatting about stuffs we like-dislike is just so fun!!okays.this is another 20th March 2010 post:)pictures!!i wanna thank joey for help take the pictures:)

there are still many things bound to happen when walking the path each of us had chosen:)

gosh...its really tiring.my feet are aching..my ankles are like swollen..and the not so obvious blue blacks,damn..my mom and sister has been persuading me and trying to get me not to attend training by telling me things like God is so much more important than CCAs,skool..and i should go bible study wif them.stop training so much cos im not even in the main 6 or wad in a national skool's team.arghs..i kinda agree that 5 times a week training for this week is too much..but i love training..i love my teammys there..so cant they just understand and stop preventing me from going.okays,enough of that,now its raining..im cold...my maid's cold,hahars,and the clothes cnnt dry.haya,had to 'save' my cat again.it made me kneel down,crawl under the car and pull it hard out!shirt was wet,stupid road so rough make my knees have red marks.training soon,gtg now.byye:)

perfect hair days.

i just wanna be happy with myself.no more looking down on them or finding fault!!!God made me this way.:)

jemima's bag.
hahars,if im not wrong,i think that yellow liquid is its eggs or blood:)-bee blood:)

omgosh!!its really disgusting!!stupid thing,lucky never hit it when rushing to the bus stop..

rain!!!!i almost fell down at the traffic light cos i saw 12 seconds left when i lifted my foot off the ''saft pavement'' and that the bus driver was glaring at me like he was asking me to run faster..arghs,had a bad start today.listened to my mom's nagging again,almost got bitten by a worm in the tree-hanging by thread-.ran for the bus,sat the same bus wif my sister's childhood fwens:)okays.bee appeared at training,,took some pictures of it wif huimin.facebooking now:)stupid tailedfox.com...i thot could wach the lastest episode.haya.kaes.picture posting time:)

blur..
its really gud.




my sister.

went to see house wif mom.



i'll let the pictures tell the story..

sorry,i didn't post for the past 2 days..arghs.my laptop was not in my hands.okays,wednesday-shopped,ate,went house sight-seeing,slacked,bathe play and lastly..i was bored. next day..
Thursday(today)-woke up,saw my inbox wif an unread message sent by Shaun Kiu..ate,went AMK HUB,caught alice-in-the-wonderland(really gud)!!now,got back laptop finally last thing for today,my Prayer to God(i pray that u will give me the strength,will and confidence to make every of the balls i get or take on go the way i want it too:)Amen!!)

went shopping wif teammates after training(made all of us rush to skool by 8.30a.m..).but got separated wif those who were wif me and sophia at Yishun MRT station,lol.so me and sophia just wandered around ourselves,ate Subway while the rest were at Mc..arghs,we tried avoiding them when my sister came to northpoint to pass me some money at the meeting place-Mc...owe Sophia three dollars:)hehe.walked alot den leg suan,but finally we found something we liked,shopped at Sasa,lol..make-up.hehe.i bought lipstick while sophia got eye liner.quite expensive..damn.okays.i spent all my money..i should really start to control myself..arghs,back home now..am tired,but cannot rest or slp as i have to rush over my chinese tuition hmwk for later's tuition..this is the consequences of being lazy and having the wrong attitude...so yeah,busy now.gtg.

i love today!!training was fun as usual,but this time..more special than the previous ones i've had:)i think it was my teammates,okays.after we experienced the exhausting training,we enjoyed ourselves at the bubble tea shop,hehe.i kept eating!!better control my diet,the annual dinner and dance has made me put on 2 whole kg!!kaaes,so i pampered myself wif a cup of milk tea,sausage prata and cheezy hotdog,came home and still had dinner..im stuffed.:)now that it is March holidays,it doesn't meant that i can relax..there's gonna be training 5 times a week...not enough clothes to wear.err,not clothes,jerseys..hehe.met my ex-classmate Valantia at the bubble tea.lol,she changed alot.changes in her were like-the hair,character,face and height..and im still so short....damn.i've found my new fwens.hehe.half of my heart tells me to study,but the other side wants me to play,half of my heart tell me to buy ice cream,but the other side tells me to save the money..hehe.kaes,thats it for today.message to God,please make 2moro a better dday for me:)Amen.

i love this dress:):):):):)

so this was wad i looked like last time..

i just went through my 2009 july archive and i realised that the one i've loved most is Summer,getting a cat wif the same look,same voice,same eyes,same body shape ain't the same!im sorry,but i love Summer More than Abel..i've been fooling myself,telling myself that Abel is Summer,but no.Summer is the rarest thing on Earth,all of us are.we cnnt find a replacement for any living thing in this world.i love Summer more and i still miss her now..curse the person who is so mentally cruel enough to actually kill an innocent cat when her son was the one who oso helped take care of it.now,im just gonna focus on lovving my pets,i pray and hope that Abel will not get into any harm or accident.regards,your owner Sharlene,good bye Summer,Fifi,Kiki,Star and Justin.im just gonna give my all to forget everything about u.

the pendant i wore for yesterday night's event:)

the seashells i've got:) dont have any other picture..




it is a special and great day for me for the moment i woke up till my chat wif some fwen was over,den my nightmares came in..okays,i dont care anymore!!:)just gonna put a smile on my face,ignore that person and enjoy my liveli-childhood:)no post yesterday cos day's schedule was all filled up:)

monday-seniors' match against Xinmin...an total failure,just one point made their whole lives miserable..i understand how they feel.but i hope that this gets by and yeah,the seniors are happy again:)

yesterday oso tuesday-school organised a CIP outing for my class and another,almost stepped onto three corpses of cockroaches,hahars.thks Sheehan for helping me pick them up:)Ashley tried to ''pull'' me into the sea along wif him,hahars.that was a great struggle.picked up a small life crab in a shell,it got stolen by Ashley who den let it get stolen by another guy:)picked up seashells,ashley picked up dirty,ugly rocks and chased me all the way back to where we started,gave up and just let him put that ugly thing onto my hand,hahars,got injured at the back for my right feet,hurts while wearing skool shoes..kaes.picture time:)

lol,my fwen gave me an expression which looked smthing(real important)!! like this today..i wonder wad type of expression she wants me to see and know wif this type of face??i dont understand..tired.../


very tired..am so tired,tired of life,tired of skool,tired of stuffing myself wif food,tired of practically songs i've been repeatedly listening too,will talk about today and 2moro,2moro:)

hahars,me in the sand being buried,sky went the dirty my face wif sand!!
u see love here.
but hatred spreads faster than love.im sorry..
this picture is nice,but hair is messed after getting out from the sea swim:)


i love my time after skool on friday:)

had church today,kinda boring..sorry,but yeah.the preaching wasn't that great..okays,lunch out at Northpoint,Xin Wang Hong Kong cafe:)pretty gud!!!!!had ice cream from Mac after that,sister pestered me to buy the Choco smthing cos she wanted to see the person dip the ice cream into that pile of chocolate and den harden fast:)kaes,pictures of today:)

so,i managed to go trainin in the end:)and am peaceful wif my family again:)okays,so training was tiring,partnered little lejie during some things most of us hate doing:)hehe,BBT for me and sophia together:)meryl walked off quickly when i was doing smthing stupid..did she dislike it..?okays,blogger was laggy just now,scared it will stuck if post pictures,so yah,maybe 2moro:)


u dream about the most ridiculous things,but..they might just happen it ur life:)

i keep chasing after u,thinking where u are going next..but..i just cnnt catch up..

people will experience pain,troubles,i can assure it!

the same sad old face i see everyday..

day after day,its always the same..2moro..i dunno wads gonna happen lol..i've been given advice to just PRAY and ask God for help..i hope that he will answer my prayer.im so vexed out!!am really tired,i just wish that one day,im have that moment of freedom.okays,2moro i dunno where or wad im gonna do..i think i will just a a puppet,being controlled by whoever that holds the strings connected to me.:)message to go(i've always asked for a better day for me when it the previous one ends,but..will 2moro really be a better day?)

today sucks!!wads wrong wif the 'BIG' you?got a problem wif me???its like my life im living,do u have to be like that?was there a need for u to repeatedly do it to me?like gosh!!spoil my day when i wasn't even disturbing u or offending u rite?just a realy kaypo,arghs!but,thks to Jemima,Sophia,fwens and especially Nicole from 2 endurance!!-my day was back to normal.:)
rained after skool,took out my umbrella and was all ready to go shelter sophia along wif me.but..saw mum's car wif sis and tiah(maid)inside it..damn..spilt up and went home.stuffed myself wif loads of sushi,vegetables,fried tofu and lastly..honey dew sago?dunno how to spell:)so yeah.night time!~!time for me to go,byye to 25/3/10:)

wow...today's training was really tiring,the soccer boiis kept looking at us train,damn..i played kinda lousy..hoped the seniors didn't mind,kaes.just finished waching 'the Best Things In Life''great!!hehe,okays.abt shows..-i meant movies,nwo that i've wached Alice In The Wonderland,im gonna aim for How To Traain Your Dragon wif Sophia!!definitely not maid..age gap to wide.am tired now,just so tired...on my way to my loving bed which loves me.GOODBYE to 24/3/10:)

lol,i wanna slow down in life,but mom says that i should quickly brush up on everything...


no computer for me yesterday,i kinda managed to learn how to control myself and i did:)i practically hid it,had training and didn't think one bit of the computer:)lol,no one's tagging,practically very little people tag themselves,most of the time i ask people to tagg on my blgo,and they listen.damn it,who cares lol,okays.tuition soon at 7.20pm:)skool sucks..so boring,huimin was kinda rebellious.really brave lol,kaes.time to go byye:)!!

i dont think i have a 0% for anything:)do i?

damn it...my arms are seriously hurting today due to the muscle stretching after carrying and lifting 10kg weights 36 x 3..typing hurts,eating hurts,reaching hurts,getting up from bed hurts too.okays.its sunday the 21th March..last day of skool holiday..:)its not a happy occasion..tuition rocks,teacher was really gud and ncie today!!!hahars.maid's now cutting grass.so noisy..i miss my teammates,show jemima wif hair let down:)i prefer it tied up!hahars.sorry jemima.:)kaes,gtg now.i hate 2moro.but love it as there is training:)

jemima and jana so cute and adorable!!!!meryl..
hair messed..
hahars,germaine and Amanda.T:)

lol,now i think i go training not becos i enjoy it,but maybe for the sake to be in the part after it:)eating out at bubble tea,chatting about stuffs we like-dislike is just so fun!!okays.this is another 20th March 2010 post:)pictures!!i wanna thank joey for help take the pictures:)

there are still many things bound to happen when walking the path each of us had chosen:)

gosh...its really tiring.my feet are aching..my ankles are like swollen..and the not so obvious blue blacks,damn..my mom and sister has been persuading me and trying to get me not to attend training by telling me things like God is so much more important than CCAs,skool..and i should go bible study wif them.stop training so much cos im not even in the main 6 or wad in a national skool's team.arghs..i kinda agree that 5 times a week training for this week is too much..but i love training..i love my teammys there..so cant they just understand and stop preventing me from going.okays,enough of that,now its raining..im cold...my maid's cold,hahars,and the clothes cnnt dry.haya,had to 'save' my cat again.it made me kneel down,crawl under the car and pull it hard out!shirt was wet,stupid road so rough make my knees have red marks.training soon,gtg now.byye:)

perfect hair days.

i just wanna be happy with myself.no more looking down on them or finding fault!!!God made me this way.:)

jemima's bag.
hahars,if im not wrong,i think that yellow liquid is its eggs or blood:)-bee blood:)

omgosh!!its really disgusting!!stupid thing,lucky never hit it when rushing to the bus stop..

rain!!!!i almost fell down at the traffic light cos i saw 12 seconds left when i lifted my foot off the ''saft pavement'' and that the bus driver was glaring at me like he was asking me to run faster..arghs,had a bad start today.listened to my mom's nagging again,almost got bitten by a worm in the tree-hanging by thread-.ran for the bus,sat the same bus wif my sister's childhood fwens:)okays.bee appeared at training,,took some pictures of it wif huimin.facebooking now:)stupid tailedfox.com...i thot could wach the lastest episode.haya.kaes.picture posting time:)

blur..
its really gud.




my sister.

went to see house wif mom.



i'll let the pictures tell the story..

sorry,i didn't post for the past 2 days..arghs.my laptop was not in my hands.okays,wednesday-shopped,ate,went house sight-seeing,slacked,bathe play and lastly..i was bored. next day..
Thursday(today)-woke up,saw my inbox wif an unread message sent by Shaun Kiu..ate,went AMK HUB,caught alice-in-the-wonderland(really gud)!!now,got back laptop finally last thing for today,my Prayer to God(i pray that u will give me the strength,will and confidence to make every of the balls i get or take on go the way i want it too:)Amen!!)

went shopping wif teammates after training(made all of us rush to skool by 8.30a.m..).but got separated wif those who were wif me and sophia at Yishun MRT station,lol.so me and sophia just wandered around ourselves,ate Subway while the rest were at Mc..arghs,we tried avoiding them when my sister came to northpoint to pass me some money at the meeting place-Mc...owe Sophia three dollars:)hehe.walked alot den leg suan,but finally we found something we liked,shopped at Sasa,lol..make-up.hehe.i bought lipstick while sophia got eye liner.quite expensive..damn.okays.i spent all my money..i should really start to control myself..arghs,back home now..am tired,but cannot rest or slp as i have to rush over my chinese tuition hmwk for later's tuition..this is the consequences of being lazy and having the wrong attitude...so yeah,busy now.gtg.

i love today!!training was fun as usual,but this time..more special than the previous ones i've had:)i think it was my teammates,okays.after we experienced the exhausting training,we enjoyed ourselves at the bubble tea shop,hehe.i kept eating!!better control my diet,the annual dinner and dance has made me put on 2 whole kg!!kaaes,so i pampered myself wif a cup of milk tea,sausage prata and cheezy hotdog,came home and still had dinner..im stuffed.:)now that it is March holidays,it doesn't meant that i can relax..there's gonna be training 5 times a week...not enough clothes to wear.err,not clothes,jerseys..hehe.met my ex-classmate Valantia at the bubble tea.lol,she changed alot.changes in her were like-the hair,character,face and height..and im still so short....damn.i've found my new fwens.hehe.half of my heart tells me to study,but the other side wants me to play,half of my heart tell me to buy ice cream,but the other side tells me to save the money..hehe.kaes,thats it for today.message to God,please make 2moro a better dday for me:)Amen.

i love this dress:):):):):)

so this was wad i looked like last time..

i just went through my 2009 july archive and i realised that the one i've loved most is Summer,getting a cat wif the same look,same voice,same eyes,same body shape ain't the same!im sorry,but i love Summer More than Abel..i've been fooling myself,telling myself that Abel is Summer,but no.Summer is the rarest thing on Earth,all of us are.we cnnt find a replacement for any living thing in this world.i love Summer more and i still miss her now..curse the person who is so mentally cruel enough to actually kill an innocent cat when her son was the one who oso helped take care of it.now,im just gonna focus on lovving my pets,i pray and hope that Abel will not get into any harm or accident.regards,your owner Sharlene,good bye Summer,Fifi,Kiki,Star and Justin.im just gonna give my all to forget everything about u.

the pendant i wore for yesterday night's event:)