its sunday,not saturday..
i wonder why too.coz they were made that way?or is there another reason to it..?
life has many things that people are most clueless about.

this is retarded,hahars,the cats have so little privacy..

im really tired,tired due to the fact that i stayed up to late due to the using of my laptop,kaes so now im discussing something with my classmate,Germaine Lee.mans..got training later,i'm stuff..i dunno wad is gonna happen later and i dare not think of it:)yesterday it rained while me and my sister were jogging together in the forest!!i was really scared..we quickly took shelter at the monkey's home with one of them staring there.didn't move much and it left,phew..my mom came after us like 5 mintues later and we took shelter there...as time was running out as i was gonna have tuition at 7.30p.m yesterday,we had to just bear with it and run it the cold rain...luckily i didn't bring my handphone along with me jogging,if not..it would be wet,my sister lost her $55 earpiece!!!omgosh,it cost like that because it has a brand apple...okays,so i took some pictures yesterday again:)will post some other day.
-IN THE MORNING.

-NIGHT TIME
training serously sucks.i just keep crying,this is like my second time crying due to the fact that im not allowed to take the test along with joey and sophia,wad does it even say??michelle=not part of top 12,is allowed to do the test?it just all comes to one thing,the coaches are bias!!!!!currently chatting with jemima through facebook and waiting for my pictures to be uploaded on blogger.i hope jemima comes to read,she is usually the last person of the teammates list that i will spent time with lols.hehe,at the bus stop,kaes.gtg now,i pray that i will have a gud day 2moro.

or just lie about it?
keep the promise?
do i tell the truth?

9.44p.m,im currently facing a crisis,..

sky trying to act cute and cry in front of me trying to eat my drumstick=no!

hahars,i noticed my maid behind talking happily to her boiifwen-back in Indonesia:)


today worked out well for me,skool was normal but only one thing was different and i hated it!my hair!its messed up today and yes,i guess this is wad people call bad hair days and i dont enjoy a freaking bit of it.well,maybe if i washed it later,it will be back to normal:)hehe.gonna jog with my mom and sister later at McRitchie reservoir,but its kinda drizzling rite now,hope the weather later will be better:)at least im happy it rains,dont mind skipping my running practise for the coming up cross-country run my skool has organised:)and i would rather it rain later,it has been a hot three days in Singapore..hehe,kaes,was bored last night and took sm pictures with the help of my room mirror,my mom shifted it to another position,guess its better:)

life is just like this staircase,u have to take a step each time u face a problem or u are trying to achieve smthing.studies-u learn chapter by chapter,but in the real world,most people dont go by steps,they just rush and try to get anything they want or could:)especially free stuffs:)


i had great day today,maths lesson was good for once:)before that,managed to get all my courage together and told off one of my teammate for she stole my bowl of Guo Tiao-i think its guotiao:)i managed to get back my $1.50 to pay back joey Oh-another of my teammy-as she lent me money to go buy another bowl of Guo Tiao,freaker lols that teammate of mine,eat my food in front of me and still dare to deny it,angry with my for asking money back from her so she purposely threw the money meant for me on the canteen floor and hit my shoulder hardly while passing by,wad is her problem?she say she no problem and i have one?i got problem den my problem is her face lols,okays,so im tired today,came home reaslising that im ALONE!!not even my maid was home to accompany me,i took a quick shower,was really frightening...arghs,kaes at least its over now.there is one part of my house that i dont really like..the staircse,walking it up is really tiring for me especially upon reaching home on training days late at night..:)

so they just turned like this.dont treat your fwens or loved one the same way:)

and when they have done their jobs,we realised that we didn't really appreciate them
plants,we missed out the importance of them smtimes:)food,oxygen.
the living thing,me:)

trained together with joey doing da fang ourselves,the ball kept hitting the boys playing the piano behind me lols.den our very old senior-erms,i think her name is se eun,joined us.so fun but tiring,we were really angry lols,so jut vedned it out by attacking eacch other with hard hitted balls:)okays,so yeah,today is my sister's birthdsay,happy birthday sister!!ur are 17..me=14 this year.kaes pictures i took yesterday during my boredom

my pyjamas.
i just love my short legs and decided to post a picture of it again:)-dont really love my legs,but love this picture...
one more day to 24th,birthday of my sister:)and two more days to my junior's birthday-lydia,25th FEB:)
goodbye to u-ilovemusic pouch,hellos to u-8.00am-9.00pm pouch:)
me with fringe down

hahars,today.i total messed up and yeah,was really frustrated yet there isn't a reason to my frustrations..so i sinned by picking a fight with my fwen Germaine Lee Wen..arghs,okays,so i spoiled my 'ilovemusic' pouch by continuously swinging and and it broke..'sobs'.:)okays,i hope i pass my science.i hope to pass my geog,i hope to pass my chinese,and its every child's dream to just do well for exams and tests and not fail,failing shows that u are a failure and have messed up.i entertained Jemima today and made myself and her embarrassed by hugging the wall and rubbing myself against saying'yeahyeah'hehe,the people at the bus stop kept looking lols.

thank u jiejie for taking time out to make this for me:)im happy,.hehe

wads the point of carrying around such an expensive wallet yet have no money inside it,or a little:)

i hate today,and i think im gonna hate Wednesday too,well,not just me.most are my classmates are gonna hate it too due to skool,but mine is a different reason,lols.okays.i think i should look on the bright side,okays,my mom got me this christmas present,yes,last year ending that time,so here it is,a wallet.:)smiles.

yes!its finally raining:)really dark nows,i found a picture of the rain from the internet,mans:)hehe.was suffering under the cold windy rain trying to get Abel out of my neighbour's car and carry it home..it was shivering...and so am i.:)

i just wanna thank this person who bothered to listen to my stories,my best fwen,tiah:)
my room fan,makes my blood cool down from this hot weather..
my old spectacle box:)
me bathing Abel upon reaching home:)
way to Church
way back from church:)


today,woke up early to attend church service which were quite nice:)i hate going to youth so i always join my mom and sis:)okays,so yeah,the previous post,i was vending my anger,feel so out of the community:)am gonna wach naruto shippuuden now and maybe,just forget the things that make my energy feel drained..argh.

fcuk!fcuk!fcuk!!,wads wrong with the damn world..okays,not everyone is like that,but how can my main volleyball coach say that we are wasting time in volleyball,to sophia and joey!aren't u angry?aren't u upset?i think that we should inherit wad belobngs to us and start fighting hard to be in the top 12,not main 6 but top 12!!!!!im sick and tired of picking balls!i dont want the 25 bucks for doing scoring,i just wanna wear the jersey along with the rest.my prayer to God,do u have eyes and actually see that we are yearning for the status we want to be in,yesterday we rebelled in volleyball training.please forgive our stupidity and sin,amen.why is it that michelle,who is not in the top 12 gets to do the test and we cant?practically we three could pass it!since i've already passed it twice couldn't i just pass it for the third time.message to joey and Sophia,lets not give up so easily,cos i bet the coaches are just driving us into a corner,waiting for us to quit ourselves,so lets show them that we can make it thorugh this painful situation kaes?gudbye:)

its night now,training was tiring as usual.but its not the things we have to do that made me tired,its was the sad emotions of it..haya,okays,me and huimin entertaining each other for now,oops.damn it,my apple dropped on the floor behind my table..better ask my maid help me pick up later,creepy..:)haya,since the start of this year,volleyball is not making me happy...i just hope this crisis of Sharlene and some of her teammates would end..:)

there is training today,will i be able to do my best?or will the ball just not listen to me and control its own movements.i've made a promise with my fwen yesterday,so im gonna make that promise become reality:)please Lord,give me the courage and strength to do all things,Amen:)

my spectacles wih the brand of flamigo??
today's date!!my sister's birthday is cming,wad to get for her?


the butterfly i caught for lejie,this is a tough one,took me more than twenty minutes under the hot sun..singapore..

today..i am ;pretty upset mans..haya,okays.so im normal now,i dont wish to be crazy liaos.real bored.gonna have tuition later.hehe,improve for maths,since the maths teacher cant help me,the maths tuition teacher might,kaes pictures again:)

i seriously hate eating this plate on bashed up pills..have difficulties swallowing tablets,thus this is done:)
pyjamas meant for chinese new year-back
front.

a hello today!!:)okays,i didnt take any pictures yesterday afternoon but went crazy during the night and sstayed up late till my mom nagged me to sleep,hahars,i got a cut on my left rist now,really hurt during yesterday training and le jie give me one minute to quickly go and washed it:)she went ''wow so fast'' to me,i really like her,i like most of my teammates.:)okays,the pictures are coming up.

i love today,training was treally good,partnered le jie during the last part of it to do 16 wheelbarrows,yay!!i worked out all the energy..heh..tired now though,its late now,injured my hand yesterday,was bleeding during training 2day while doing the wheelbarrows with le jie,she is so nice,give me one minute to wash it off:)okays,and thanks so much to my senior-Estella bu,she helped me overcome one of my biggest phobia.okays,time to sleep,eye backs,no picture of the day today:)busied the whole day,skool,cca,homework,computer work:)blogging!!!:)5 stars for big smiles

hahars,i just noticed myself in the picture!!:)
a basket from Daiso to put my hair clips:)
me agaain?this time,im in a photo in this photo:)
earrings i bought:)i lve this earrings hanger,so convenient:)


more pictures i took due to having the boredness overcome me...

i love my teammates,they give me this sense of security when im with them,i always feel this sudden glimpse of happiness when i see,talk or have a touch of contact with them,thanks so much:)
lovely pictures i just accomplished drawing for meryl who just came back from her trip:)

i just love his cute postures:)
me with my dad's younger sister and her husband,my uncle:)

that is my father,the man standing beside me.and my grdma with my sis,love her cooking

my parents are divorced so yeah,the post below this one is about my mom's side of the family,now this post is about my dad's side of the family:)

its sunday,not saturday..
i wonder why too.coz they were made that way?or is there another reason to it..?
life has many things that people are most clueless about.

this is retarded,hahars,the cats have so little privacy..

im really tired,tired due to the fact that i stayed up to late due to the using of my laptop,kaes so now im discussing something with my classmate,Germaine Lee.mans..got training later,i'm stuff..i dunno wad is gonna happen later and i dare not think of it:)yesterday it rained while me and my sister were jogging together in the forest!!i was really scared..we quickly took shelter at the monkey's home with one of them staring there.didn't move much and it left,phew..my mom came after us like 5 mintues later and we took shelter there...as time was running out as i was gonna have tuition at 7.30p.m yesterday,we had to just bear with it and run it the cold rain...luckily i didn't bring my handphone along with me jogging,if not..it would be wet,my sister lost her $55 earpiece!!!omgosh,it cost like that because it has a brand apple...okays,so i took some pictures yesterday again:)will post some other day.
-IN THE MORNING.

-NIGHT TIME
training serously sucks.i just keep crying,this is like my second time crying due to the fact that im not allowed to take the test along with joey and sophia,wad does it even say??michelle=not part of top 12,is allowed to do the test?it just all comes to one thing,the coaches are bias!!!!!currently chatting with jemima through facebook and waiting for my pictures to be uploaded on blogger.i hope jemima comes to read,she is usually the last person of the teammates list that i will spent time with lols.hehe,at the bus stop,kaes.gtg now,i pray that i will have a gud day 2moro.

or just lie about it?
keep the promise?
do i tell the truth?

9.44p.m,im currently facing a crisis,..

sky trying to act cute and cry in front of me trying to eat my drumstick=no!

hahars,i noticed my maid behind talking happily to her boiifwen-back in Indonesia:)


today worked out well for me,skool was normal but only one thing was different and i hated it!my hair!its messed up today and yes,i guess this is wad people call bad hair days and i dont enjoy a freaking bit of it.well,maybe if i washed it later,it will be back to normal:)hehe.gonna jog with my mom and sister later at McRitchie reservoir,but its kinda drizzling rite now,hope the weather later will be better:)at least im happy it rains,dont mind skipping my running practise for the coming up cross-country run my skool has organised:)and i would rather it rain later,it has been a hot three days in Singapore..hehe,kaes,was bored last night and took sm pictures with the help of my room mirror,my mom shifted it to another position,guess its better:)

life is just like this staircase,u have to take a step each time u face a problem or u are trying to achieve smthing.studies-u learn chapter by chapter,but in the real world,most people dont go by steps,they just rush and try to get anything they want or could:)especially free stuffs:)


i had great day today,maths lesson was good for once:)before that,managed to get all my courage together and told off one of my teammate for she stole my bowl of Guo Tiao-i think its guotiao:)i managed to get back my $1.50 to pay back joey Oh-another of my teammy-as she lent me money to go buy another bowl of Guo Tiao,freaker lols that teammate of mine,eat my food in front of me and still dare to deny it,angry with my for asking money back from her so she purposely threw the money meant for me on the canteen floor and hit my shoulder hardly while passing by,wad is her problem?she say she no problem and i have one?i got problem den my problem is her face lols,okays,so im tired today,came home reaslising that im ALONE!!not even my maid was home to accompany me,i took a quick shower,was really frightening...arghs,kaes at least its over now.there is one part of my house that i dont really like..the staircse,walking it up is really tiring for me especially upon reaching home on training days late at night..:)

so they just turned like this.dont treat your fwens or loved one the same way:)

and when they have done their jobs,we realised that we didn't really appreciate them
plants,we missed out the importance of them smtimes:)food,oxygen.
the living thing,me:)

trained together with joey doing da fang ourselves,the ball kept hitting the boys playing the piano behind me lols.den our very old senior-erms,i think her name is se eun,joined us.so fun but tiring,we were really angry lols,so jut vedned it out by attacking eacch other with hard hitted balls:)okays,so yeah,today is my sister's birthdsay,happy birthday sister!!ur are 17..me=14 this year.kaes pictures i took yesterday during my boredom

my pyjamas.
i just love my short legs and decided to post a picture of it again:)-dont really love my legs,but love this picture...
one more day to 24th,birthday of my sister:)and two more days to my junior's birthday-lydia,25th FEB:)
goodbye to u-ilovemusic pouch,hellos to u-8.00am-9.00pm pouch:)
me with fringe down

hahars,today.i total messed up and yeah,was really frustrated yet there isn't a reason to my frustrations..so i sinned by picking a fight with my fwen Germaine Lee Wen..arghs,okays,so i spoiled my 'ilovemusic' pouch by continuously swinging and and it broke..'sobs'.:)okays,i hope i pass my science.i hope to pass my geog,i hope to pass my chinese,and its every child's dream to just do well for exams and tests and not fail,failing shows that u are a failure and have messed up.i entertained Jemima today and made myself and her embarrassed by hugging the wall and rubbing myself against saying'yeahyeah'hehe,the people at the bus stop kept looking lols.

thank u jiejie for taking time out to make this for me:)im happy,.hehe

wads the point of carrying around such an expensive wallet yet have no money inside it,or a little:)

i hate today,and i think im gonna hate Wednesday too,well,not just me.most are my classmates are gonna hate it too due to skool,but mine is a different reason,lols.okays.i think i should look on the bright side,okays,my mom got me this christmas present,yes,last year ending that time,so here it is,a wallet.:)smiles.

yes!its finally raining:)really dark nows,i found a picture of the rain from the internet,mans:)hehe.was suffering under the cold windy rain trying to get Abel out of my neighbour's car and carry it home..it was shivering...and so am i.:)

i just wanna thank this person who bothered to listen to my stories,my best fwen,tiah:)
my room fan,makes my blood cool down from this hot weather..
my old spectacle box:)
me bathing Abel upon reaching home:)
way to Church
way back from church:)


today,woke up early to attend church service which were quite nice:)i hate going to youth so i always join my mom and sis:)okays,so yeah,the previous post,i was vending my anger,feel so out of the community:)am gonna wach naruto shippuuden now and maybe,just forget the things that make my energy feel drained..argh.

fcuk!fcuk!fcuk!!,wads wrong with the damn world..okays,not everyone is like that,but how can my main volleyball coach say that we are wasting time in volleyball,to sophia and joey!aren't u angry?aren't u upset?i think that we should inherit wad belobngs to us and start fighting hard to be in the top 12,not main 6 but top 12!!!!!im sick and tired of picking balls!i dont want the 25 bucks for doing scoring,i just wanna wear the jersey along with the rest.my prayer to God,do u have eyes and actually see that we are yearning for the status we want to be in,yesterday we rebelled in volleyball training.please forgive our stupidity and sin,amen.why is it that michelle,who is not in the top 12 gets to do the test and we cant?practically we three could pass it!since i've already passed it twice couldn't i just pass it for the third time.message to joey and Sophia,lets not give up so easily,cos i bet the coaches are just driving us into a corner,waiting for us to quit ourselves,so lets show them that we can make it thorugh this painful situation kaes?gudbye:)

its night now,training was tiring as usual.but its not the things we have to do that made me tired,its was the sad emotions of it..haya,okays,me and huimin entertaining each other for now,oops.damn it,my apple dropped on the floor behind my table..better ask my maid help me pick up later,creepy..:)haya,since the start of this year,volleyball is not making me happy...i just hope this crisis of Sharlene and some of her teammates would end..:)

there is training today,will i be able to do my best?or will the ball just not listen to me and control its own movements.i've made a promise with my fwen yesterday,so im gonna make that promise become reality:)please Lord,give me the courage and strength to do all things,Amen:)

my spectacles wih the brand of flamigo??
today's date!!my sister's birthday is cming,wad to get for her?


the butterfly i caught for lejie,this is a tough one,took me more than twenty minutes under the hot sun..singapore..

today..i am ;pretty upset mans..haya,okays.so im normal now,i dont wish to be crazy liaos.real bored.gonna have tuition later.hehe,improve for maths,since the maths teacher cant help me,the maths tuition teacher might,kaes pictures again:)

i seriously hate eating this plate on bashed up pills..have difficulties swallowing tablets,thus this is done:)
pyjamas meant for chinese new year-back
front.

a hello today!!:)okays,i didnt take any pictures yesterday afternoon but went crazy during the night and sstayed up late till my mom nagged me to sleep,hahars,i got a cut on my left rist now,really hurt during yesterday training and le jie give me one minute to quickly go and washed it:)she went ''wow so fast'' to me,i really like her,i like most of my teammates.:)okays,the pictures are coming up.

i love today,training was treally good,partnered le jie during the last part of it to do 16 wheelbarrows,yay!!i worked out all the energy..heh..tired now though,its late now,injured my hand yesterday,was bleeding during training 2day while doing the wheelbarrows with le jie,she is so nice,give me one minute to wash it off:)okays,and thanks so much to my senior-Estella bu,she helped me overcome one of my biggest phobia.okays,time to sleep,eye backs,no picture of the day today:)busied the whole day,skool,cca,homework,computer work:)blogging!!!:)5 stars for big smiles

hahars,i just noticed myself in the picture!!:)
a basket from Daiso to put my hair clips:)
me agaain?this time,im in a photo in this photo:)
earrings i bought:)i lve this earrings hanger,so convenient:)


more pictures i took due to having the boredness overcome me...

i love my teammates,they give me this sense of security when im with them,i always feel this sudden glimpse of happiness when i see,talk or have a touch of contact with them,thanks so much:)
lovely pictures i just accomplished drawing for meryl who just came back from her trip:)

i just love his cute postures:)
me with my dad's younger sister and her husband,my uncle:)

that is my father,the man standing beside me.and my grdma with my sis,love her cooking

my parents are divorced so yeah,the post below this one is about my mom's side of the family,now this post is about my dad's side of the family:)